tiffanyuan

2008-05-29T15:05:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOO PEOPLE !!!

I'VE CHANGED MY LINK TO

http://tiffanyuan.wordpress.com/

PLEASE LINK ME (:

2008-05-27T14:52:00.004+08:00

NEW JOB

Found a new job through Dennis. I'm going to teach a primary 2 school boy. Well, I'm going to work hard for this as it only applys on weekdays and I could be able to accompany Liang on weekends. Somemore the venue is only at SengKang. Starting on the 16 of June. Love it! Thanks Dennis! (:

MOZIES

The five of Us, Feng isn't here ):

Friends
Well, I really do miss some of my friends. Pearlyns Char LuLu Angela Caijun Venetia Daniel Mokkie Alex JoJo Boon. Especially MOZIES! I haven't been seeing them for like hmm... almost 2 months. I really MISS YOU GUYS ! )):

Sweetheart

Well, things didn't get the way we wanted. Never meet in the end, but it's okay. His mom kept mentioned about me yesterday. Somehow, she begins to like me. Elated. Was a little angry with him. But nevermind, it's over. (:

2008-05-26T09:34:00.006+08:00

Kaartik's design. It's tash and yan.

They rock my life (:
YES! This is LOVE (:
Look at XJun's face. Somehow Litong's and Mark's head are too heavy for her.
NOW, It's really WITHOUT ME! But my jacket is presence. Yan is wearing it. (:

THIS IS MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE :

MEIJI STRAWBERRY CHOCOLATE !! (:

HAPPY 68Months Anniversary Baby!

Thanks for the 'out of sudden' present!

Though I don't expect any present, I really appreciated that you just went to 7-11 and bought my favourite!
I LOVE YOU!

HAPPY SWEET 16th BIRTHDAY MEI!
Hope you really enjoyed yourself throughout the whole celebration with your friends
and dinner had cancelled for family.
Belated present for you then. (:
LOVEYOU!

Really pissed me off
I stepped back and let you go easily
However, you take me for granted.
My heart was hurt by you,
who is not worth to me.
Scram, I really don't wish to talk to you.
As time pass by, perhaps we are friends again.

Was really enjoying my weekend.
Left the school early on Friday to meet SS & Darl
He went to swim and I stayed at his house to watch 惡作劇2吻
Mahjong for the night.
Slept till 5 in the evening.
O point for the night!
2 Chivas and almost 8 jars of beer, which I detest.
Qizhi is deadly drunk.
Babi SS & Darl is half drunk
Aguments occurred
& Peace-d!
Have to take care of him.
Vomitted in the cabby
Waited for him to sleep then I can sleep.
It's my part to take care of you.
"If I don't, who will?" - He said to me before
Home in the morning 5+

NTUC on Sunday.
Went to replenish and shop for his outfield camp's foods
Home till he books in.
Missing him after he left..

He is booking out today cause he don't have to attend his army out field but to lifeguard's outfield. So, he gets to book out and then book in the next morning 11. HURRAY! Elated for you baby. See you later yea! (:

2008-05-22T09:34:00.007+08:00

He came to find me! (:

Injection Plucking out (Top)
s so hurt that she kicked her slipper off her foots

My Braces
Look At My Straight Teeth
Moulding my teeth
Before & After Braces
Nice?

Finally, braces have removed. And Feng has put on braces. Well, feel so awkward when using my tongue to feel my teeth and also wearing retainer. It makes my teeth look so huge but in actual, it doesn’t. Anyway, feel so elated luh! Feng was about to cry when plucking out her two teeths, tears was dropping out from the side of her eyes. Funny. And she kicked her slipper off her foots and it flew all over. HAH! Took a lot of snaps yesterday!

He lied to me that he was playing poker card with his friends, but in actual, he was taking cab with his campmate, Amos, to come over my house. I thought that he isn’t the first guy to see it, but he was! He was calling me, saying that he was at my house outside. I don’t believe till I walked to the door. I was so shocked and surprised! This is the third surprised that he gave me, real shocking & stunned surprise. He has night out but he chose to meet me instead of going to somewhere else. Elated LUH! I thought he couldn't be the first one to see me in new look, however, it never turns out to be this! Really love you baby! (:

2008-05-19T17:57:00.004+08:00

This is the rope, candyDONE!
In Kenny's car (: Liang is so Awful luh.

Irritated..

Lift broke down in the middle of the night

And I have to climb the stairs to 16 floor
Luckily, there's Liang accompanying me. (:

Swam & tanned before work.

Didn't really swim but tann for a few hours

SS Ernest & Babi joined along

Soon, working..

Working for two days..

No MNG job for Feng & Me
Louis didn't call us and didn't even answer our calls that we had been calling since last Thursday

So, contiune with my SAKURA

Headed to WhiteSand shopping mall with his parent for dinner

After that to his cousin's house.
Well, it was really fantastic designed and it looks almost the same as liang's house

Just that their house is bigger

Bused to Hougang for Billard

I was doing nothing and eating candy that Mark bought that day to tie 'you tiao'

And Kenny came out with asking me to tie a nod using it

I DID IT! ((:
Drived to Changi to see BAPOK and then to T3 for supper

Was really beautiful

HOME SWEET HOME

2008-05-17T09:00:00.004+08:00

Boxing
ZeZhong VS SS
Liang VS Kenny
PIZZA!

I apologised for all the behaviour I acted yesterday
Should respect instead of teasing in front of them
Innocent & Naive
Violence & Playful
Serious & Teasing
I know what to do. (:

Lesson today.
1st meeting : 9 to 930
2nd Meeting : 1030 to 1130
3rd Meeting : 1400 to end of lesson.
I thought could be early!
Like ends at around 2.
However, it don't seems so.

Throughout the day with 15 friends
It was great, time really flies.
Loving them.
THIS IS MY PLACE
DONT wish to change class.

My plan :
Meet Liang after class
Headed to town with Kenny SS & GuoXiong
Met Zezhong & Angela there
Played Wii at Cineleisure
Well, it was embarrassed at first,
but soon, I found it FUN!
Heading to Outram 1819's pub.
With Liang's campmates and kenny they all
INDEED MARVELLOUS! :D

Heartache by hearing what he said.
It benefits him to be lifeguard
But it don't too.
He has to be the lifeguard for armour infantry
That's tough.
Only can sleep for 4 hours and it ends midnight.
Sigh.
Takecare, Baby
It's going to end soon!

Hugs&Kisses (:

2008-05-16T12:29:00.004+08:00

Real late for class.
Shocked when stepped in.
Pathetic Class

10 of them is not here, included LiTong, 3 groups.
Sorry Nat & Mark, didn't ask you for MAC breakfast.
Snap WITHOUT LiTong for today.
Working later on..

Well, Yuqi is engrossed to Horoscope.
This is what she helped me found out about me..
It's kinda long, yea

Moon in Taurus (My other personality)

If one had to describe you with one word, that word would probably be...conservative.
You tend to fear anything outside the norm.
You are deeply moved by anything that is beautiful.
You differ from Aries in that you are not impulsive.
Although you both might seek the same end, success, you will try to reach it conservatively, through hard work.
The Moon in Taurus is well suited for you then, as those with this sign tend to attract good company, and usually end up with more than their fair share of money and property.
You are also attracted to things that are old and established.
As far as money is concerned, you will receive your financial reward, no matter what type of work you do.
This vocation may not be considered to be worthy of your abilities or standing in the community, but that should not bother you.
Your occupation may also have an aura of mystery around it.
You are generally sociable, and actually quite sensual.
Your social life suits your needs, but sometimes you tend to be a little too materialistic in your relationships.
You have a good speaking or singing voice, and have a natural attraction to the theatre.
You enjoy making new friends, and like joining clubs or other social circles.

This is me, LEO. 21 August'89. (:

2008-05-15T09:44:00.005+08:00

Was great day outing with Xian.

Had shopped throughout the whole Bugis

Hunting for a surprise present that she wanted to give him.

Bused to Hg.Mall to meet her family.

Was home late.

Got scolded because of popcorn chicken.

Too demanding.

I'm being kind to help yet you pushed it away.

Too much, understand?

Though I still keep helping you.

STOP IT! It's enough.

Pissing me.

Planned outing with Baby,

Was supposed to be a off day on Tues, but there's activiation.

Wanted to take MC on Wed, but couldn't.

Planned to remove braces with me, but can't.

Everthing never go to the way we planned..

2008-05-13T13:13:00.020+08:00

This is where XJ stands
AND She moved forward
Till OCCUPIED the whole screen
Mark & Me

Know why I stand there? Just to COVER IVAN!

CUTE face (:

NO EYES!
BLIND
XJ & YY

Do We Look Alike? Couple WEAR LUH!
HELLOOO!!
This Is LITONG! DATONG!
I'm going to SLAP HER! ROAR!

IT'S COLD!
FREEZING
TONG is using a TOWEL!
presents & candies
XJun Ltong YYuan

Mirror Reflection
My BIG eye
Natasha's
Do I look like Ah Liang? BIG NOSE ''DuaPi' ''
CARTOON
XJun's BIg mouth

Tong looks like a squirrel
Small hair with LONG hair UGLY!

Big Head & Small Head
LITONG Squarepant
YuanYuan Squarepant
SKINNY TONG!
LITONG's BIG BOOB!

WE Took the whole screen

Was dead beat first day of the week in school.

Had mahjong last night

Slept for like 3.5 hours only, YAWN!

Was at grandma's house at night

Celebrating Mothers' day.

Struggling myself up the bed at 630 but I can't.

Slept till 710 and managed to get off the bed.

Thought that the UT test is tomorrow but actually is TODAY!

And I was very late because of the MASSIVE jam, not HEAVY!

Well, that goes my Test.

Grouped with AiLeng YUQI HOUWEN and Kaartik.

LT XJ WY & I was talking about grouping yesterday

And here I am in the same group with HOUWEN & YUQI

When I said I never been in the group with them before!

Alright.. Took many many snaps today.

HOME AFTER SCHOOL! BEAUTY SLEEP! (:

NO TRAINING ON WED!

Working on Friday Sat & Sun.

2008-05-11T18:06:00.002+08:00

Didn't go school on Friday. Can say that I'm lucky but can say that I'm SUAY too. Faci was not in school and no one take over our class, so most of the class went to PartyWorld WITHOUT me! Sigh. I'll make sure one day I'll go with you guys! (:

Had been with Ah Liang most of the this week. Mahjong-ed on Thursday at Kenny's house and stayed overnight there. Loiter with his buddy on Friday. Working on Sat after that had dinner at Intercontinent Hotel's Man Fu Yuan Restaurant. Watched IronMan too! That's a great movie indeed. Headed his house and he went to Orchard with Kenny they all for CS and I was sleeping cause have to work today. Now, slacking at his house. Meeting Kenny they all soon. Shrng.

My decision: Work at MNG on weekend and weekday will be at SAKURA. It's gona be a dead beat month. Will be starting MNG next week at TAKA. Found out that there's a thing that I hate the most is WASABI. Whao, when you smell it, you cannot take it. My life will be working training schooling and accompany ah liang. Hopefully there's time to be with my friends. (:

Schooling tomorrow.. Netball training starts..

2008-05-08T10:04:00.008+08:00

They was so happy to play Uno Stacko. Three Old boy.
SS's turn
He lose. Punishment is smacking on lap.
Kenny's turn
Trying to take it out. Draw TWO!One more to go PHEW! Lucky.
Liang's turn. Safe
SS's turn again.
Trying hard. Thinking.Soon. It's unstableFALL! SS Lose again. It's hurt.

He's back yesterday! Went with his PaPa to the airport, was really excited to see him! (after 3weeks) Well, he's has became skinny and a little tanned. Sad. Was elated that he bought a Levi's shirt , a The United Colours Of Benetton polo tee and two necklances for me. Really love it alot! Bought a Moshino perfume as a present for Mother's day.

Was with him throughout the whole day, didn't go for school, purposely. Had lunch with SS and Kenny. Well, it was really fun to be with his friends, miss them luh. Kenny learns to SKATE! I'm going to save money to buy a new skate. So cool. Can you imagine skate to the destinate that you are heading too. (: All went to liang's house and the three boys was playing uno stacko. LOL! And I was playing PSP and watching them. Had a good time. RELAX! ((:

Went to Party world for a sing with Feng and her friends, almost 10 of us skipped 2nd meeting just for early bird. Each 10 bucks only. Wanted to sing for a LONG time. Overall, quite fun indeed. He;s not going to meet me after school caused of having dinner with his granny. Sad. Thought that he would want to meet, but nevermind. No dinner for me. Diet then. (:

Thinking of working at MNG for 5 weeks if there is vacancy or contiune to work at SAKURA. Feng Xian and Nigel is quitting soon and the pay for MNG is 500 bucks for 5 weeks of the weekends. Vexed.

I MISS WEIYAN! NOT LITONG! (kidding luh) ((:

2008-05-06T14:35:00.007+08:00

ShiYun
ShiEr
YuanXian
YuanKwanSMILE (: Smelly (FOOL)
Mommy Me AhYi AhMing Feng
My MAMA
KISSES*
AhYi & Me

Let's open our eye BIG! AhMing is trying to be a fool.
PIGGY
SnapShot
Ah Ming & Me

Was great to go grandma's house. Took photos and chatting. Had dinner at compass point with Feng Qiu MaMa & Ah Ming. Played mahjong at night when reached home with sisters & Ah Ming. Sleep.

Today's lesson is about Programme Flow. You really need to use your brain to solve this out. Definitely pissed off but then after you solved and knew how to deal with it, you find it very fun. I love it. Anyway, I got full marks for all the 4 sections - As. ((:

I'm craving for tomorrow morning!! (((((((:

2008-05-05T11:27:00.004+08:00

SUKI SUSHI
SAKURA

Well, was working on Fri, Sat & Sun. Dead beat, it's killing me! Working at Sakura Balestier under XianMing, Feng's bf. I don't serve but clearing the plates after the customers had finished. All the utensils are heavy, included the tray. HELL! Have to carry those tray with dirty utensils in and out the kitchen at least 50times. But the best thing is that we have 3 hours lunchtime for us to rest and eat. And there's dinner for free everyday after work. However, there's a different in SUKI and SAKURA. Overall, I enjoy it as the time flies when working. (:

Struggling myself off the bed today. Was very late for school but it's okay, just degraded by 0.5 luh. So unfair. Feng don't need degrade by 0.5 when she was late last year. Was gossiping about our faci today. Hell, it's like 8 of us is gossiping and Yan found out that her arm is so flabby and everyone of us was like LMAO! Well, she is becoming a stalker. And we also found out SheauJun and Litong's other triplet -- Faci S.H. Not going for training but to granny's house because of chuyi. Sigh. Didn't attend training for the second time, not going on Wed again cause Ah Liang is flying back from india.

Was really shocked when viewing char's blog. LOOK AT HER! Shocking huh. I want to meet her soon! (:

Finally, everything has ended for him. No longer in camp but to hotel. Must Enjoy yourself baby. (Don't talk nonsense) 2 days to go. Craving for the day to reach! -Hugs&Kisses- (:

2008-04-30T19:43:00.005+08:00

Where is Litong looking at?

I can't see where is Yan looking at too! That's the "Twins" and me. Wan is behind us!
My drawing
Natasha's drawing

HEEELLLLLOOOOOOO GUYS AND BABES! My drawing is not bad right? Which is nice? :D

I was figuring out how they did this when I was buying dinner for my mama.

Hate cultural faci, feel like skipping her class now and then. But I love the class, they really rock up my days. Xiaojun, please sleep early can. When you are tired, you wouldn't make noise and be hyper active! XiaoJun Litong and me took photos in the middle of the lesson and got scammed off. Sorry, didnt go with you babes to City Hall. Chill out next time after school (:

Went to talk in school to obtain a point with XJun LTong WYan Joshua and Marcus. It's about sport and leisure health course. I feel like joining the course instead of mine, DCSM, after hearing the talk and it's fun. Dental appointment today cause I felt that right side of my vampire teeth is not straight enough and there's a hole in between, foods get stuck often. Hence, went for it halfway through the lesson with approval by Chevy, a nice faci indeed. Wasted this trip as aunty caroline said that my teeth has touched the both side of the teeth and couldn't do it so went back. Well, I took train from Woodlands to Aljunied and changed bus 40 to Tanjong Katong! HELL!

Wan came out with these irritating phase, here it goes :
" I wish you are a door, so I could bang you everyday"
there's more but I've forgotten.. Irritating right.

Well, there's another twins in my class, XiaoTong and XiaoJun. Somehow, they look alike. Saw Natasha's IC and Poly's ez-link card. Well, huge difference. A phillippine maid on IC and SriLanka maid on poly's. LOL!

It's the last day of his outfield, finally, which ends tomorrow morning. Was elated for him, end of his most suffering event. He's fine and called me. This week is going to end soon! Fast fast! I miss him badly, though my everyday is filled with my friends' laughter and jokes, especially from Litong. Also, with training, making me dead beat. I love you, and I miss you so, baby.. A week left. hugs- )):

2008-04-29T09:00:00.008+08:00

BA ZHANG's HANDPRINT. (In real, It's really red)
RP Netball court.

Thanks SheauJun, WeiYan, Markcus, Joshua for accompanying me yesterday till my training starts. (:

Had a 1.5km run out of sudden as the stupid bowling IG needs to use the court so we went to run instead of sitting down there doing nothing but chit-chatting. After the 1.5km run, there's a fast run on the super up slope! Shrng, Leant how to defend in the goal-circle, and it's kinda difficult as have to be fast enough to jump and intercept the ball. Defended Polar, that's unlucky of me. She's fast, well-balanced, and her shooting skill is so accurate that you doesn't need to defend luh, a national team player indeed. That makes me look like a fool defending, though it's a must. Coach Tony said I'm short to be defender and asked me to be fast. Gona commit to netball and train hard. No more C but GD. Final decision. (:

Craving for public holiday on Thursday! Working soon..

He couldn't make it, going to breakdown. Have been outfield for almost 10days. After seeing the message, it hurts me so much, even feng feels the hurt. I could do nothing but to pray hard and encourage him, that's the only way. He called me every midnight. Was elated that he was doing fine there but indeed suffering. Really hope that the time can fly to the day he's back. ))): I do miss you so, baby.

2008-04-28T16:52:00.013+08:00

Litong, Don't be sad! (:

Our Ice-Cream. It goes Green Orange Green Orange Green
YuanXian
YuanLi
YuanKwan

YuanQiu ME, YuanYuan

Was having a bored SATURDAY staying at home watching DVD with my mommy throughout the whole day. Though I could mahjong at my aunty's house but I chose to be with my mommy. (:

Mahjong-ed on Sunday with my cousins. Won few bucks. Had a GREAT home-cooked dinner, once in a blue moon, I supposed. Had an Ice-cream in such a hot weather. Enjoyed myself (:

Monday BLUE. Had some photos taking when having lunch at Hell. And, I'm the slowest in eating. Training starts today! Hopefully everything goes smooth sailing for me! (:

He's suffering, and it hurts me. Hopefully days go as fast as it could and he could endure with everything. I'll pray hard for you, specially. I'm sure you can take it, you're strong, baby. I Miss you as much as you do! (:

2008-04-24T15:23:00.017+08:00

It's third weeks of school. Was really enjoying the class. IT'S CHAOS! We had been taking photos like none of anybody's business. Great friends with great class, don't feel like changing class! HELL! Days is getting more chaos with SheauJun WeiYan LiTong Natasha Marcus Kaartik Jonathan Joshy Wan Kimmy.

Netball trial yesterday, again. And I got selected. Coach Tony praised me GREAT but slow when I was playing with the senior team. They are great and fast. Intended to train hard and go for it. It is totally different from primary and secondary school netball taining. In poly, they are talking about training for National League or something. Is like even thou you are out of poly, you still will contiune the training outside in Coach Tony. That's tough. Because of my flabby thigh and arm, my tummy and also my passion, I decided to join Netball. (:

A week past, two weeks to go. Had been dropping tears whenever I was alone, listening to songs and thinking of him. Hasn't been calling me for 3 days. I miss you badly, baby. Really do take care. Kisses* )))):

2008-04-21T10:36:00.008+08:00

Away for four days. Something's amiss, weird. Cried the first day, same as before. Really do miss him much much! ):

Dental appointment on Sat morning and I was told that my braces can remove, just make an appointment again. Gosh! And my fee still left with 710 bucks after adding cleaning and don't know what shit. Sigh. Have to hunt for cash! Headed to Bugis with Xian and I got a super duper surprise from her! She cut her hair to '"BOB" (spelt wrongly) Oh well, she looks sweet but I still prefer her in the damn long pretty hair. Mahjonged at home at night.

Was at hone for mahjong again in the sunday afternoon. Headed to granny's house at night and I thought of what Ah Liang said to me when I accompanied him to the bus stop back home. He said, "You go to your grandma's house twice for chuyi and chu fifteen, and I'll be back in 3 days time and we'll meet at this bus stop." (:

School day today! Slack and I love this lesson, the facilitator. Going for Netball training too! BigSmile --

2008-04-17T15:40:00.007+08:00

India Rupees Prawning Area
Gambling kings - Kenny SS & ChongJie
I'm so Awful - Ah Liang & Ah Yuan
ChongJie Baby & Me PRAWN!
Finished Poking The Stick To The Prawns
BBQ-ing The Prawns
Yummy

Cheryl & Rence
Rence & Jeremy
Trying To Be A fool, Jeremy
SWEET ((:
Greedy Jeremy
See, How Greedy He Is. My BRO (god)

Snapped by Jeremy, Fatty face.

I'm The Camera Lady
Cheeze!
SMILE!
Snap Shot By Jeremy! How Messy We Are After Eating . Prawn Crospe

IG events yesterday. Signed up for Netball, of course, and Percussion Ensemble. Headed to meet Ah Liang at CompassPoint with Rence and Cheryl for dinner. Jeremy ChongJie SS and Ken joined later on. Chilled at Starbucks and saw Tan Teo LuLu CJ and Venetia. Went to gossip with them, it's really funny talking about the past.

Headed to Bishan Prawning Park. Ken and ChongJie drove us there. We stole a almost half net of prawns to our side and placed a empty net back. Got scared as there are camera and we totally forgotten. ChongJie is the winner, I supposed. Back home at around 520 in the morning after BBQ all the prawns and chit-chat. We does Prawn Dance after eat. Real Funny. Was indeed fun to be with his friends. Love them all! (:

Well, today is the day that Ah Liang is going to India, an hour to go. I'm at his house waiting for the time to be reached. Sigh. Hope time can flies when he was away me. I'm really gona miss him real real lots.. ))): Baby, Takecare of yourself. Don't talk nonsense when you get there. Safe and sound journey trip! KISSES =*

2008-04-14T11:02:00.007+08:00

more to come....

A week had ended, another week has just started. Monday blue. Had a great enjoyment on weekend. Mahjong's on Sat at Rence's house till Sunday morning 7. After that, in the afternoon, headed to Ice-skate with Ah Liang Rence Cheryl (Rence's gf) SS & Ken. Was really having lots of fun. I never fall whereas Ah Liang fell the most number of times. HAH. Took some photos (will update soon) Well, It was cheap. Student price is 13 bucks for 2 hours. However, Ken's friend is working there, so we got free gloves and 3 for 3 perons. MOIZES, Let's go one day! (: Had dinner at East Coast Lagoon, after that to Bowling till midnight. Was really dead beat and they still went to watch soccer at a coffee shop. Sharks.

Having Mathematics lesson again. This time round will be the Command & Respond. It's not that easy. But I just simply enjoy this class. My class is going to be a crazy one! :D Not going to Netball training due to blister on my feet and tiredness. But will go on next Monday, I supposed. Was sad but I'm really dead beat. I Miss my Bed! ): Wasted an hour time talking to Mansi YuJia they all at W2, my class block, as they supposed going home but in the end, they wanted to watch the netball match with African. So went back with WanLing. Was really sad that I couldn't make it! ):

Met baby after school. Went to his uncle's house for Cheryl's matter. Kinda serious and really scary. Headed back home after that.

3 days left. Ah Liang is flying to India soon..

Though years had past, the wound had stitched, but it hurts at times.
Forgive doesn't mean erase off the past. And he promised to make it better now, in future.
He showers me with his love and care and builds up my trust on him. Slowly, I'm recovering.

2008-04-08T15:51:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONGMENG!! (:

Celebrated his birthday in school when having second lunchtime. Benny and QiuQi came into our school. Got cream on my hair, was a little pissed off. But it's alright as it is a celebration, overall. Washed my hair, luckily I have the hair cream with me. HAH.

Second day. Different faci and different group. I like my team but not faci. Sigh. She always in the rush to finish up everything. Conflicts somemore, it's like having history culture. Sharks. Hopefuuly things won't go nasty as days go by.

Ah Ming came to fetch her from school and she left school at 2.30pm, and I'm alone again. )):

2008-04-07T14:30:00.004+08:00

First day of school. Wasn't late but couldn't find my class. First lesson is a messed up to me. Complicated. But the activity sheet is easy, it's all about teamwork. Had been with Feng for two of my freetime. Well, get to know friends, Friends in class and friends of Feng. That's nice of her to accompany me for the two freetime. Love her. (: Yes. Lesson ending soon at around 4 to 430pm. I love my team, everyone is doing the job. Sigh. Feng is not schooling every Wednesday, going to be bored and lonely. ): Liang has accompany me the whole day too, by messaging. hah.

11days to India.

2008-04-06T16:01:00.006+08:00

Not working anymore, finally. Stopped working at Royal Sporting House's Extravagazan Sale at SunTec. Was really cheap. Made new friends and mostly are from Republic Poly. That's coincidence. Was really dead beat everyday after work, leg is going to break. Standing there from 10 to 10pm with two 45mins rest. Finally had ended. (:

Went to MOS with Feng Ah Liang SS Kenny Babi Zezhong GuoXiong and Xian Ming. Was dead beat after work, foot has blisters all over, bearly can walk properly. Shrng. Schooling starts tomorrow!

Well, I enjoyed myself. Last day of club before school starts.

2008-03-31T00:34:00.004+08:00

Finally! It's the end of going to cementry to pray my ancestors. I think it's about 10 ancestors. Luckily, we have to go 5 different places. Worst of all is the one in the forest called Kopi Forest. It's like a jungle which we have to walk all the way in the find. And everyone will paste mosquitoes rebellant. Was tired, real dead beat. Afterall, it's still fun by gathering with all the relatives and under rain & shine. (:

Watched "Jiang Shan Mei Ren", and it was nice, Touching story, with Ah Liang Barbe Kenny Rui Xiang & Ernest at Vivo City. Well, it was a bad day. Liang is like having bad mood. Sigh.

Last few days for me to enjoy. Starting work soon at Suntec, from 2nd to 6th of April. Just for the sake of money. (:

2008-03-27T01:18:00.007+08:00

Interviewed. Last decision made, not to work. $4.50 per hours. Full shift is twelve to ten-thirty night but you have to work for 7.5hours only, which meant that you have 3 hours lunchtime. (Shrng) And you just earn $33.50 per day for full shift. Journey is at Balestier, need to take 2 buses. Not worth it, so decided not to work and spend my 2 weeks holiday at home, be the maid of my mommy for two weeks. Hopefully I could manage to pay up all my braces before I take out. Left $750. Sigh.

Began to miss them. Sharon's irritation, Ah Wang's jokes, WeiLiang and Lih Yeh's arguement. Life has changed since I've terminated. Sleep early and woke up early. Nothing to do but to do house chores. Walking around at home, watching tv. Really bored.

Well, he told me that he looked at our photos, which he sticked on his cupboard in his bunk, and said, " You really look thin in this photo, prettier but not now." Well, I was so elated that he took his time to look at the photos, but not the words coming out from his mouth. Candice said I was fat when she saw me, the first words from her mouth. I'm going to be CaiJun soon.. (:

22 days to go.. I'm missing you, Baby.

2008-03-26T12:30:00.003+08:00

Happy Anniversary Baby! It's our 5th years 6 months anniversary. It was two days ago. Since you don't count the months, I shall. It's 66 months. I'm glad that we celebrated two happy matters together, our anniversary and you passed your Basic Theory. Well done. (: Get your license fast! Drive me tour around soon..

Got terminated by Elken just because I sat WeiLiang's van back to office. Anyway, better for me. Though boss terminated me, I still get a week pay without the need to work. Just seemed unfair to me. Not working anymore for Elken but to Suki Sushi with Feng and Xian. Going for interview soon..

Less than 3 weeks, Baby is going to India. That's fast. And I'm going to school soon..

2008-03-23T14:52:00.003+08:00

Going to be my last week of work. I'm gonna miss them, for real. It's been a funtime there though it's kinda bored and sleepy at times.

It's a bad good friday for me. Though I'm still with Ah Liang. It's bored throughout the whole day. Went to MOS with AhLiang, Kenny, JianMing(barbe), GuoXiong, XiaoRey, Tian Cai and Candice. First time been there and it's not that good than ZOUK.

2008-03-15T14:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Sweet 16th Birthday Cousin ShiYun!
It's Her Favourite Cartoon Character's Cake Bought By Granny
Her Family
Let's Sing Together

Wishing.. That I can grow taller..Granny & Yun
Blowing candles.Cousins & Two Aunties

We Aren't ready yet..

Let's cut the cake.

Smile.

Sisters, Yun & Er

Sisters & YunSecond shot Aunties & Uncles
Acting CUTE!Whose Leg Is The Most Dirty One? Happy Birthday Fiona! (:

Celebrated Yun's birthday last Sat. Was really a great one. Smashing cake on her face, our parent acting cute, including granny, just a fantastic one, indeed. Meet Liang after celebration. Stay ay his to Watch soccer, Liverpool.

This few week, have been playing mahjong, basketball while I was with Liang. No movies and shopping. But he promised to bring me out for movie tomorrow. (:

Leaving Elken Service. Was kinda sad. Definitely gonna miss those clique one. A week left.. Pearlyn is back from Taiwan. There's more people for me to irritate. She bought a bag for me.

Yes, this week is celebrating Fiona's birthday. Gonna prepare for basketball and then to celebration.

After celebration, went to ZeZhong's house for mahjong. Played till morning 10 and went back home to sleep. Dead beat but was really fun. (:

2008-03-02T16:57:00.002+08:00

Steamboat at Dan's house on Wed. Was great as most of us is there. I LOVE FISHBALL!

Arguement again. Different person has different thinking. They didn't owe me anything. They didn't do it, I don't take it. Sigh.

Had majong again at Xian Han's house. Marathon. Dead beat.

Going out soon! Ciaos! (:

2008-02-25T12:26:00.002+08:00

Happy 5 years & 5 months Anniversary Sweetheart!
Totally forgotten about it but it's a great celebration indeed.

Had mahjong marathon at Swee Siong's house with Ah liang. Didn't sleep fpr almost two days. Dead beat but it was great. Watched Ah Long Pte Ltd with Ah Liang. Well, I prefer CJ7 than Kung Fu Dunk and Ah Long.

Daddy bias to Feng and Mommy bias to Qiu. Sigh.

Steamboat on Wednesday! Cheers! (:

2008-02-23T12:44:00.003+08:00

Had an arguement with Ah Liang, but everything has solved just yesterday.

Had steamboat and mahjong at Pearlyn's house with Elken colleague, Aunty JanePhua, Sharon, Weliang, Ah Wang and Lih Yeh. Char and Qiu came along too as they knew them. Had overnight mahjong till morning 7. Everybody was dead beat. Once the mahjong ended, all rushed to bed for an hour nap as Lih Yeh WeiLiang and Me have to go for work, today. Sharon and Ah Wang went back early. I'm the one who slept the most hours, 5 hours. (:

I'm posted to Republic Poly's Customer Relationship & Service Management. Was kinda elated but I still prefer TP. Well, I think I'm going to join Netball with my twiny. And I can go school with her again! (:

2008-02-17T14:01:00.003+08:00

Angela & YuanPearlyn & Me

Kent & Tiffany
On Our Way Back Home
LOVES
Valentine Present
So Sweet Of Him (:

Happy 19th Birthday PEARLYN!
Hope you really enjoyed the night at Sushi Tei and St.James.
Char and Pearlyn ordered WaterFall, and this is the first time I saw it. Really cool. Cacausian wanted to take photos with us, so we did. Well, there's one really handsome, I like him.
I still prefer Zouk than St.James.

Happy Valentine Day, sweetheart!
I've recieved a romantic and surprise present. Up to his house, went to his room. The light is off and I saw two red-orange light sticks in a white shirt with two glasses of red wine on the shirt. A box of roses with two teddy bears, which represent us, on the chair. I was really touched. Thanks darl. Though it just a 4 hours nights out, you still managed to make it a perfect one. Loveyou. (:

Ah Liang is going to India soon. Sigh.

Magic makes me smile.

2008-02-03T12:03:00.001+08:00

What a long holiday for me. Didn't work from Wednesday to Sunday. Was sick but I still went out to shop. Done with my CNY clothes. Met Jz and Mandy 0ut for dinner on Monday. Chatted for a long time, reached home almost 2300. Nice chat.

A friend who can understand me and A guy who stand by me is really enough.

Staying at Ah Liang's house for 2 days. I miss my Mommy and Daddy but I still chose to stay. The phobia I had has gone.

Well, I found something true ; Something that Fucked Me up.

You're still the same and I HATE IT!

2008-01-05T13:23:00.000+08:00

Back home after work. Rushing myself to get ready by eight as I'm meeting Mandy Jz and others. But cant make it on time so went to the chalet of Mandy's birthday celebration with Mandy. Reached, met Tan Char and Boon after that Eliza Junhao and Johnathan at Mac. Headed to the chalet, there's alot of her friends but some I'm not familiar with like Clare AhWen Xueling Evon. Luckily, Jeremy Yh Sharlene and Chongjie was there to be with me when Char Tan and Boon went off for their 4.5 ''Big Bomb" at Serangoon. Mandy was forced to drink 19 neat cups of Jim Bean. The first cup was a little until the 19th cup was half full. Laughing all the way when she was asking her good friend to drink. I helped her to drink half cup with lemon tea. Later night, it's already midnight, Sharlene drove us,6 of us included Jz, to Red House after that to Old Changi Hospital. Well well well. This is the first time I experienced and it's gona be the last. Red house isnt that scary than Old Changi Hospital. We explored the whole Red House. Reaching OCH, Sharlene drove all the way in to the OCH and was really dark. Reached, get off the car, Chongjie and Yh walked in front Jz and me in the middle and Jeremy and sharlene behind us. Within 30 steps away from the car, Jeremy and Sharlene heard something dropped loudly just beside them! They ran in front of Jz and me. We were so scared that we ran in front and shouted. After that, all of us could hear a man with a deep voice laughing loudly but Yh and Cj thought is coughing. It was like there's still a distance away from the hospital. We ran like crazy, benging onto each other and get back to the car and drove off. The four of them is brave especially Sharlene. She can walk alone when we are exploring Red house, totally a piece of shit to her. Walked around at Changi and back to chalet. Mandy was already sleeping and feel kinda bored so Sharlene drove me back to Liang's house and Yh Jeremy and Cj back home.

I told the story of my first time experience to Ah Liang. And he told me the story of Red house. He said, There's three sisters living in this house. They isnt close and keep quarrelling till one day, one of them killed her two sisters and she went to hang herself up. That's why the house was being blocked and couldnt get in. Also, One day, his campmate, WeiLun, with his bunch of friends around 18 of them went in, included a girl. While walking, exploring the Red House, the girl gone missing. All of them went search for her, shouting her name but there's no respond. So they went off and the girl was dead the next day when the sky is bright. Furthermore, there used to have a security guard, but he's too old and was died. His friend saw the guard is in the Red House. This is told by Ah Liang's friend. I was really scared after hearing. Never I will go there again..

Countdown of Year 2008 was really great. Liang brought me to meet his friends, Rence Kenny Gx Gh Jf, around ten of us, at Clark Quay. We took the boat there and it brought us to Esplande and wait for the firework to start. Watched firework together on the boat, it was really great, romantic yea. Get to know some italian and australian, a family, on the boat. They are really crazy and love singapore. Hard to explain how craziness they are. Back to the spot where we boarded the boat. Walked around and all pub is full, ended up headed to Hg Plaza to have billard and CS. I was sleeping all the way when those men is playing CS. It was bored then. Slept over at Liang's house. Happy 2008! A better year ahead! :D

It was really an enjoyment at the chalet and countdown. Awesome year for me! LOVES (:

2007-12-30T13:14:00.000+08:00

Well, Pearlyn's muffins won my cookies! Everyone loves her muffins but likes my cookies. Angry. However, they still finish up everything. Darl's maid ate up the cookies I baked for him! Argh.

Celebated the Countdown Christmas day with Ah Liang. Wore the Dallas Dress that Jz gave me as christmas present. Was well dress-ed. In the end, we went to Compass Point at 2345 to meet Rence SweeSiong and his girlfriend to count down. SS and his gf was late, after 12mn. Bought alcohols and cheers there. Kinda bored though. That's my Christmas Count down day. Went out on Christmas day. Watched National Treasure Book Of Secrets at Cathay. Was late for 15mins. Headed down to TANGS, was closed, Wisma then to Tampines to look for a watch that Ah Liang wanted to get. After long choosing, he chose a DKNY watch. It's really nice. Had dinner with his parent and relatives and then home sweet home.

Bought a MNG Bag for Jz as Christmas present. Hope she like it. (:

Thanks Triplets for sending a christmas card for me! It's awesome! (:

Left with Tan's and Daniel's birthday present. Thinking of what to get for them.

My Uncle Andy bought a MNG sunglass for me! Love it! Thanks Uncle Andy! :D

Didnt get anything for Darl, perhaps a wallet for him before CNY.

Yes! Finally my three sats works has ended! Well, it really a very slack Sats. Playing games in the com. Hah. I'm off on the 31st for Dental and to be with Ah Liang. Same life routine for me. Nothing much different. Luckily I'm off on the 5th of Jan as Mandy's chalet celebration is on the 4th. Yea, Mandy is getting old. I Miss her! Didnt make it to Mok's house. Sorry! (:

Result is coming out soon. Hope it's gona be a good one. Worried.

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN BIRTHDAY XIAN! Finally, seventeen. Hope you enjoyed your birthday with him and it's an awesome one! :D

2007-12-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

Twiny
My 10-Years Netball Coach AndMe
Sk Netball

Right To Left : Twiny Susan Me Coach Shamela Kaiqing

BackRight To Left : FangYing & Cassandra

Mr Raj & Me

Mr Raj And Sisters

I'm in the middle of baking COOKIES! Needs to wait for it to be baked, so here I am, blogging. Woke up in the morning 10 just to bake Christmas cookies. Failed the first time, but know the timing and everything for the second time. Tasted much better than the first time. Didnt bake for almost 2 years, so everything had forgotten. Twiny Qiu Xian Kwan And Li baking with me. Might be meeting ah liang later on.

I've had recieved my FIRST Christmas Present from Jz! That was a unexpected present from her, it's so pretty! I love it so much! Thanks babe! (:

My life is just filled with work. All I do is just work. Have to wake up in the morning 8 and go back home at 7 from work. Have dinner and off to bed. That's my life. Last sat for me to go! Luckily, there's holidays if not I really working 6 days per week.

Working on sat. It's TANGYUAN JIE! Ate alot of tangyuan, my favourite, cooked by my grandma. Met liang and rence at Compass Point. Had my dinner with ah liang and waited for rence to reach cause he is going to liang's house for soccer matches. So I headed to grandma's house. He went to watch Warlord with his friends. Actually I wanted to join in, but because he needs to take care of me, so I didnt and it's midnight show. Let him enjoy himself freely with his friends. I was wondering, Am I really a "burden" to him when I join with his friends. I didnt give him any pressure but join in the fun with his friends. Just freely, but then he dont like. I dont know what's on his mind. Sigh. I know all his friends. Unless something that I shouldnt know. Haiyo.. I might be thinking too much. I shall stop brooding over it. Went to Loyang Temple to baibai. It's such a beautiful temple that I've ever seen. Home sweet home. Bathed and mahjonged with twiny and qiu till midnight 3. (:

Stayed at Ah Liang's house on Friday. Headed to his house after taking dresses and Christmas present from Jz. Waited for her half an hour, but it's okay. Got scolding by my mommy, it's not scolding, just like asking me not to stay his house once a week cause my daddy will be unhappy. But I love it, feels comfortable. Perhaps our habit is almost the same, so there wont be any problem. Chatted with him, I replied. Didnt reply cause it's unexpected that I do it. Though is nothing anymore, but I DONT LIKE! Understood. (:

Went to school Netball BBQ and matches on the 18th dec. All the graduated Netballers came back, GeokLan Candy TingJun Susan Kaiqing Shamela Cassandra FangYing, Of course we, TWINY! Had an enjoyable match! Didnt play for a long time. I'm considering of joing SK club that susan introduced to twiny and me. Regretted that I didnt join the SRC club! Sigh. Had BBQ and took alot of photos. Will update those photos when I'm free. Took photo with Mr Raj too! He is still the handsome-est teacher in SK! :D

I MISS Mandy Geri ! Havent meet them for long. LOVES! ):

2007-12-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

Happy 40th Belated Birthday To MY Mommy! (:

Just woke up. Last sat for me to enjoy cause I will be working for the next three sats until the first week of jan. Supposingly, I will be going out with ah liang, but isnt. He is going out with his armymates and sergeant. Sigh. So, meet my aunty at Marina Square for shopping. after that might be going to Cineleisure to meet my cousins and aunty to watch Enchanted. Well, everything turned out unexpectedly to me. Forgotten to tell my aunty that I wanted to watch with them, so no ticket for me. And my aunty who I went to Marina square to meet, is going out to Sentosa with her relative whom I dont even know. In the end, headed to meet Ah Liang at Plaza Singapura. With him the whole day. Well, I spoilt his day! Supposed to be enjoying with his friends without the need to take care of me, however, everything turned out to be different. Sigh. Thanks darl. Though I knew you dont wish me to tag along cause I might be a little "burden" to you, you still allow me to join in. LOVES! He sent me home after that. (:

2007-12-03T21:58:00.000+08:00

Bused to meet Jz to take the dress after work, home sweet home. Had dinner and now blogging. Thought that the dress is navy blue at the bottom but it's black. If it's N.blue, it would look much better. But I still like it alot. Thanks Jz (:

Went to Mandai to respect my great grandma and grandma with my big family, isnt that big like my mommy's side. Bused to ahliang's house, accompanied him the whole day. Had steamboat as dinner cause his mommy cooked. Was great! Soon, he's booking in to camp again. Kinda dont bear him to leave. KISSY! A word, BIAS. I abhor it! Why it falls on me? Though it's much better than before, but why? Had been for so long, but still couldn't together. Perhaps, I'm paranoid over it like last time. It's difficult on me. (:

Knowing that I got to work three sats from next week onward, really sadden me alot. Left with Sunday to be with ah liang. Sigh. "Money comes first" falls on me right now. Angry. Xian is organising a family outing to BBQ at Pasir Ris on the 29th of Dec, but I couldnt help out as I NEED to WORK until 1900! Angry. Craving for the day to reach! It's our turn to fork out money and let the old ones to have fun! :D

2007-12-01T19:34:00.000+08:00

Here I am, blogging. Gone MISSING cause Ah Liang is BACK! :D

Went to shop yesterday with ah liang. Orchard then to Vivo, to meet pearlyns and char. Supposed to get a Levi's jean, ended up nothing caught my eye. Darl bought presents for my mommy and I bought a levi's purse for her. Not a present for her. Gonna get something better. He bought a dress from Esprit for me too! LOVE IT! Thanks sweetheart. Stayed at his house. Off back home with him and then headed to his uncle's condo for a swim. Ended up, I went to Dental and couldnt tann much. Stressed over the fee, hoping that I could manage to pay everything when taking out. Here I am, still at his uncle's condo, accompanying him and ah ma. (:

Yawn. Working almost everyday except for Sunday! December gonna be a hard time for me. I got to work three saturdays in straight rows. Sigh. Couldnt accompany ah liang, but money is important to me right now. Well, I really dont know what I gona do if I fail my O's again when he asked me. CHOY* But seriously, I really no idea.

I thought when he is back, he will spent most of his time on me so I brought clothes to work in case he want to meet me. In the end, he met me once only after my work. Sigh. Sadden me so much! Most of his time is on his friends. Perhaps, friends could make him much more happier than me. Not gonna think so much! My aim is to earn more money. (:

2007-11-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

Right To Left : ShiYunYuanXian ShiErYuanqiuShiTinh YuanKwanShiBi
Right To Left Short To Tall : S.Ting Y.Kwan S.Bi J.He S.Yun Y.Qiu S.Er Y.Xian

I'm Photographer Y.Yuan
Cousins
Yuan ( Qiu & Xian )

Fooling Around Except Me.

Y.Yuan Y.Xian S.Bi
Cousins

Sisters
Y.Yuan & J.He
Y.Qiu & J.He
S.Yun & J.He
Y.Kwan & J.He

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST HANDSOME SWEETHEART!!
It's your nineteen birthday, soon to be twenty! This is the first time I couldnt celebrate with you. We are supposed to have a romantic day on your special day. However, it isnt. I'm working and with my mom after that. Wasnt the one I thought of. Sigh. Hope you enjoy alot on this special day! Every year of Novemember twenty-two, I will be the one to wish you first and I will definitely always be the one wishing and celebrating with you without fail. Though I couldnt be with you and sing birthday song. Here I am, singing to you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETHEART!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! KISSY! :D

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE! I could be the one to grant your wishes! I LOVE YOU DARL LIANG! Really do, with all my heart.
TAKEGREATCARE AND ENJOY YOURSELF TO THE FULLEST! TIGHT HUG~

BACK!
Had halfday off so I can blog.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN! :D
Yesterday was great. Clubbed at Zouk cause of Tan's birthday. Cabbed down to Zouk with Mandy Mok and Jojo. Was enjoying so much. Know my limit and done my part. Had a little of Flaming, Vodka Lime and Beer. Was HOT after drinking the Flaming, but it was 'shiock'! (: Danced and cabbed back home with Mandy Tan and AhMer. I think I know a little secret of Mandy's. :D

Headed to Bugis after work on Monday to meet all my cousins, y.xian y.kwan y.qiu s.yun s.er s.bi s.ting and j.he, for shop and have dinner. Was having fun at the fountain, not including me. Took photos and indeed enjoyed myself. I LOVE THEM ALL! Next meeting, CYCLING!! Craving for the day. Hopfully I could make it! (:

All my days will be working. All I do is work, after work, home sweet home. Bored life, however, the job was really slack and kinda easy. Nice working with teo cause I can make fun of her and she can accompany me!

YAY~ Ah Liang is coming back in two days time. But then the time he arrives has changed later, in midnight 3. No matter how late it is, I'm gona go! I MISS HIM SO MUCH! Finally it s left with two days to go! Had endured for 33 days!

Waited for 33days. finally left with two days! I'm so excited to see you. Wana HUG you! (:

2007-11-17T13:29:00.000+08:00

BACK! :D
Didnt blog for like a week or even longer. Here I am, back to blog. But I doubt I'm gonna blog once a week or maybe twice.
I'm back from Netball Umpiring at Kallang Netball Courts for the primary school carnival. All I can say is MESSY! They are like a crowd of little kids chasing a ball though they are cute to me. However, what surprised me is that, St.Hilda's, OLGC and Kong Hwa played very well. Their standard is just like secondary school as they know who to throw to next and when is supposed to be thrown. No wonder St.Hilda's Secondary played well last year in the Second Nation Zone. Met Susan and together we headed to Kallang in the morning 7. Was really tired as feng qiu and yun was chatting in the middle of the night when both feng and yun came back. Not surprisingly, I chatted with them till morning 430. Umpired until morning 11 and bused to Serangoon to have our breakfast. Just 4 matches, I earned 25 bucks. Wanted to be the Netball Umpire. I really LOVE Netball! What sadden me is, the first sentence came from Coach is, " You all (Susan and me) dont have the committment. "
Well, this isnt about committment, but is that the time is not right. I need to work in order to pay the braces fee. Sigh. I would want to join SRC, was regretted that I rejected the club cause of Ah Liang and the toughness it may be. Also, I dont want to join the Tchoukball to represent Singapore because it is not the sport that I passion for as it's not challenging and exciting than Netball. I Love to intersect the ball but not waiting for the ball to reach my hand. Alright, I'm craving to join Netball in Poly, perhaps I might get in RP as Tony is the coach. Though she's abit of bias to the height. (:

Changed my job to Elken. Worked with Pearlyn Teo. The staffs was great and friendly, but not the boss.Was stressed up when first week of work, but soon, I could get use to it. Work for the sake of money and my braces fee. Left a thousand eight to go. My target is to pay up two thousands and eight hundred at the end of march. I hope I could as I'm satisfed with my teeth! I'm sick and tired of wearing rubber bands! Angry. I couldnt speak well and my jaw is really tired when wearing. Endure is what I can do. (:

YAY! Ah Liang is coming back soon! A week and a day to go! I'm craving for this sat to be reached. It's our 5th years and 2nd months Anniversary(: My heart hurts when I heard that his tank banged on to a huge tree, when he is the driver, cause of the PC who is doing his things and didnt notice there is a huge tree which caused his nose to bleed and butt to swollen with pain. But yaozhong is worst, he got a deep cut on his lip and bruised knee. Stupid PC! Anyway, he said he bought things for me when he was out of camp for just a day, and want to give me a surprise. Excited to receive it! He is coming back and I didnt prepare any present for him as his birthday present. Sad. In the middle of planning. Hope that he will like it(:

Sorry Mandy! I didnt mean to PS you on wed to Zouk. I would rather meet you up on Tan's birthday celebration to Zouk than going that night. Sorry! HUGGY

2007-11-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

I close the door

Like so many times, so many times before

Filmed like a scene on the cutting room floor

I wanna let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah

But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me

A thousand more regrets unraveling

OOoh, if you were here right now,I swear I'd tell you this

[Chorus:]

Baby I don't wanna waste another day

Keepin it inside, it's killing me

Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)

I wish that I could find the words to say

Baby I would tell you, every time you leave

I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah

I can see the edge,

But I can't take the fall, no

I've memorized the number

So why can't I make the call

Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me

In the possibility

[Chorus]

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like thisI just wanna let you know

That everything I hold in

Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

Cause BABAYYYYY

[Chorus]

Don't you know it baby

I don't wanna waste another day

I wish that I could find the words to say

Baby I would tell you, every time you leave

I'm inconsolable

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Oooh,

I'm inconsolable

Whoaa yeah

I'm inconsolable

Back from work. Yawn. Never work for one whole month, I feel so restless while working. I'm in the mood of holidays! Sigh. Knocked off at 1900. Forgotten to take Angela's present which I bought it at Bugis. Angry. Went to hunt for a perfume for my granny. My mommy asked me to buy Mango Tattoo, but no matter how I hunt, I just couldn't find it. Bugis and compass point, they dont carry. Rushed to CompassPoint as I left Bugis at 2030. Was in time when I reached, but they dont carry. So I try other perfumes. And my nose is filled with the smell of those perfumes. I couldnt get which one is nicer. In the end, I went back home. Shag. I Love the DIOR's forever. Was really nice.

While on my way in the bus to Compass Point, I saw a Bangadash tripped a rock and nearly fall. My heart was laughing. But I cant laugh out loud cause I was in the bus. I dont mean to laugh but the action of the bangadash nearly fall is really funny. :D

Well, 16days to go. It's going to be another sunday. I'm craving for our 5years 2months anniversary to reach cause that day, I will be staying at Ah liang's house and off to airport with his parent. I really do miss the routine that I always walk to his house. I miss his house, I miss him singing to me with his guitar. I miss his shoulder, his hand. I just MISS him so much.. ):

2007-11-09T13:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To My daddy! He's older by a year, 41. Wish great luck goes to him! :D

Went to Bedok to have our breakfast. Off to Pasir Ris Downtown cause yuanqiu want to play the arcade. Well, I was astonished by her. She wanted to go to the arcade because of the basketball shooting which has points that when you hit the points, you can proceed to the second level. Know what, the first level should be 60, she scored 128, which was double of the points that she supposed to score. Her shooting skill is too pro. She even broke the high score of the machine. I'm the lousiest among my mommy and two sisters, cause i'm not a shooter. Trying to convince myself. (: Off to Pasir Ris Park. I dont know why my daddy loves watching people fishing. Though it was really relax. Just for awhile, we went to granny's house for dinner. Yesterday was the day of everyone needs to drink those like 'good for health' soup. My granny divided the families. My second aunty cooked for her family, my elder aunty and second uncle. Then my ah gim, elder uncle's wife, cooked for my family and her family included my grandpa. This is the first time we didnt gather together to have this, I supposed. Off to third uncle's condo at yishun. Send him the soup with rice then home sweet home.

Didnt make it for Zouk on wednesday as my mommy dont allow. She wants me to go either wednesday or on pearlyn's celebration. Of course I chose on tan's celebration. Sorry Mandy!

I found a new job and going to quit at Nike. It is at Aljunied, the same company as teo. Yes! She's gonna accompany for lunch everyday! (:

I Miss ah liang!! Dragging my days one by one slowly. He called me once a day, if better twice. Craving for the day he is back! Takegreatcare. KISSY! ):

2007-11-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

Oh well oh well.
The DUMB Me In My Whole Life.
Supposed to go for interview then to dental after that head to bugis. I took the correct bus to the interview at Aljunied. Instead of taking bus 80 to Vincent Dental, I took bus 80 at the wrong side. I alighted and took bus 62 back and then 43 to Dental. Head to bugis, took the correct bus but I didnt alight as I dont know where to alight. End up I alighted at Ngee Ann Poly. Pissedoff. Everyone was like looking at me, not a NP students but ended up at their bus stop area. So, I took bus 33 to bugis. This time round, I took the correct bus. However the journey is an hour time. Fed up. Bought Angela's bag as present, off back home. Supposed to reach bugis at around 6, in the end, 7pm. Yawn. I started to wear rubber band! Which means my teeth has straight! It's really very very tight. I can barely open my mouth, around 3cm height only. I couldnt even talk well, maybe wait till the day i used to it.

This Is How Big I Can Open Up My Mouth With The Bands!

Mandy DESPERATELY need me to ZOUK :D
Well, I think should be I need her. Without her, it's not fun. (:

Done with my Os!!
It's time for me to enjoy. Relieved, really do.
Going to prepare myself for swimming. Waiting for ah tan. YEAH! Swim Swim Swim.

2007-11-04T16:46:00.000+08:00

One Of Johnson's 7 CUTE Puppies

Felt so much relieved this weekend. Done with so many papers, left one to go! It's science paper one. Off to compass point with qiu and met feng and cunjie there. Bought a Charles&Keith shoe. Had lunch and off to Johnson's house. Bused bus 80 and walked back home. Met Vincent and chatted for quite long. I was astonished when saw him. Haven't see and chat with him since he went in army. Nice chat. Home sweet home. Mahjong-ed until morning 2, won 26bucks. Met char for just a very short while cause she needs a 'angbao' and cabbed to my house. I walked to the bus stop and waited for her so it's easier for her to go Hougang Point as all it needs is to go straight. However, she asked the driver to turn in to my house's carpark and waited for me there. Didnt meet her for quite a long time, Tan also. But we are going to swim on TUES! :D

Ah liang called me twice, and i didnt answer his call the second time. Angry. He didnt call me until today afternoon. Was waiting for his call throughout the night. Miss Him So Much! Well, should be I miss him everyday. (: TakeGREATcare sweetheart!

Staying at home the whole day. MISSING AH LIANG! My weekend wasnt like this. ):

21 DAYS to go! Sigh.

Finally, It's NOV !

2007-11-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

He was struggling hanging on the train handles (:
He did it himself. Was astonished.
My Funniest Aunty! (:

Stress stress stresss.
Was busy the whole day at my aunty's house, xian's, cause of the god's birthday and need to celebrate. Didnt study physics exam much, but when i'm free, i just went to sleep. Back home at around 11pm. Studied throughout the whole night until 2 in the morning. Luckily I managed to get off the bed at 7am. But I still late for 10mins. Well, the paper is kinda difficult to me. Maths was really easy. Sigh. I couldnt do well for my combined science already! Angry. Hope my results would at least improve abit though I guess it wouldnt hit my target. Sad. Went to bugis to meet my ah jess aunty with qiu kwan yun and er. Ah best is so cute and smart now. He becomes so mischevious than before, jumping around and talk so much when he is only 3 years old! Get a top for myself, it's cheap. I just like the words, "I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND" That's lame. Bumped into Mandy and chatted awhile at compass point. Also, Eliza but we waved to each other only as we are a distance away. Head to grandma's house then cabbed back home at 10pm.

Had an arguement with ah liang cause of all the comments that Kelvin wrote to me. Aruged for 12mins on the phone. I was really stress and tired after the exam as I knew that I wont do well for it and yet he argued with me,adding salt to it, and so i talked to him with my attitude. However, he still called me at around 530pm. I was so elated and talked to him nicely. I really dont wish this relationship to fall apart, NEVER! Again, he specially made a trip to the telephone booth to call me at 845 reaching 9 like that. The distance is like from his house to Rivervale Mall, was far to me.I'm so touched and enjoyed talking to him. He said he miss me, really do,miss hugging me. All those words from him is the first time I ever hear. I was hurt when knowing that he is suffering at the army. Sigh. I really really really really wish that the time could FLY!!!
I really Miss him so! I will play my part, rest assured. KISSY! ):

23 days to go! I need the time to fly please,my only wish.

2007-11-01T11:52:00.001+08:00

Bored bored bored. Was at my aunty's house for the whole day until midnight 1230. Dead beat. Didnt even touch any books and I havent even study for physics test which is on friday! Shrng. Struggling off the bed at 650 in the morning. Is ah yi's god's birthday, for just a day. Ah liang didnt call me until today morning. Well, got to study now.

IMISSHIM! :D

24days to go!

2007-10-31T16:19:00.000+08:00

Had 12 hours of shopping. From Plaza.S to Bugis. We walked from Little India to Bugis. It's kinda far to me. Bought two Triumph.Max bras, a watch and a grey skinny for qiu. Should be I paid for her and my mommy return me but my mommy was sleeping like a dead log when I reached home. Chatted with Randy and Weisheng. Waited for my aunty who works there until 2230. Off back home. Was dead beat. Helped xian with her dressing as she stayed over at my house and went to bathe. Head to bed immediately.

Ah liang called me!! It's the 4th days of his outfield. I was regretted when I accidentally pressed ignore and he didnt call me back. Waited for 5mins then he called. I really really elated when he called me, jumping for joy. Today is his last day of outfield. But will have another outfield which is shorter days, 3days 3nights. This is the 5days 4nights. I got to wait his call again. 3 days. Sigh. He called me this morning! He must be suffering there. Pain. IMISSHIMREALLOTS! ):

25days to go!

2007-10-30T12:01:00.000+08:00

Back from Maths paper two! Finally left two papers to go! It was really easy paper. It's almost the same as paper one. Relieved. Cabbed back with johnson cause he's going to meet debbie at Kovan. YEAH! I'm going for a shop today. I love the DALLAS Black DRESS from Jz's livejournal. It's really nice, gona order it if i didnt buy anything dress when shopping. It's the first day of my shopping day after ah liang went to Wallaby. Alright, got to prepare myself. BYE EVERYONE! :D

Two days for him to go! Outfield is a tough training. Sigh. MISSY HIM! KISSY! (:

26days to go! FASTER!

2007-10-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

She Smile with her finger point on it. This is the way she smiles! My CUTE great grandma (: My BESTBESTBEST aunty and great grandma.
QIU CHOON FENG HWA FENG CHOON YUAN HWA
QIU CHOON FENG

Three days has passed. He hasnt call me since then. I miss him so much.. English paper one and two and maths paper one has ended. I've been making myself with work. Either studying or out with my family. Or rather staying at home slacking. Sigh.

Went to visit my great grandma with my aunty and two sisters at Toa Payoh on Sunday. Well, she's CUTE! Surprisingly, she could eat 10 plus sticks of SATAY! All I can say is she loves satay. She abhors to eat this and that but not satay. She keeps making me laughing out loud by the way she talks. Cause her mind is still around 10 years back, or maybe 30 years? She said my cousin, fiona shibi,is my thired uncle's ,who has married for like 10years plus, ex-girlfriend. It was like 30 yeas back? LOL! Took photos and the way she smiles, is the one and only person in the whole world will do that! Check out the photos of my great grandma and me. Home sweet home at night 8 and had mahjong with the two of my sisters for a round and I won! (: Luckily, I managed my time well for study!

Had English paper one and 2 in the morning. I'm afraid I didnt do well for it. Hope that it wont go out of point. Went back home with johnson. This is the first time i walked back home from Hougang Mall, it's kinda far to me. If I was in the mood to walk, I can walk from my house to ah liang's house. Believe that? Back to HolyInn again for maths paper one which is really a easy paper. But I went home to check the answers, I made THREE Mistakes! Angry with myself. Home sweet home with johnson again. This time, we cabbed back! :D (because it's drizzling)

Havent been talking and text with ah liang for three whole days!! I'm still waiting for his call even though i am tired of it. I need a text, just a text will do! I really miss him so much.. Hope that he is doing great. I believe he can take the hardship there though I heard from him that it's tough. Sigh! MISSY! KISSY! ):

27days for me to go, for him to be back! Sigh.

2007-10-27T14:11:00.000+08:00

Do I Look Nice In Short Hair? (:
Flashed Back Like A Fool! When we are Sec one! LMAO! :DPrimary School Chalet!

Siew Er

Do I Look Nice In Short Hair?
Eunice
Siying
Serene
Michelle
Shihui

Was studying the whole afternoon. Later on at night, went to chalet with feng. It's Primary school chalet, kinda excited as we didnt meet for 6 years! The first chalet of us, but only a few of them is there. Alright, no one knows how to BBQ. We placed aluminium foil on top on the net and BBQ. And wenming was the one who BBQ for like an hour and the three chicken wing is still not cooked! LOL! So, he gave up. And I went to take over him. After that, no one willing to BBQ, when I dont want to. Eventually, all of us went up to the room! Eunice got two halloween masks and we played with it. It's really scary! Anyway, was enjoying throughout the night! Home sweet home at 2am.

A kind but liar driver allowed five of us to take his cabby. But then he made a one big round by giving excuses. Partly also kelvin's fault. He called feng and told the uncle that sengkang area has road block. So, he made a big round to old tampines road then off to hougang. When shihui is supposed to get down first as she lived in Ave 2, instead of alighting her first, the uncle alighted feng and me then siewer then serene after that go back to the defu lane area there to alight shihui. FUCK right. We kinda blame on the uncle until he gave excuse like, I agreed to fetch the five of us, must be understanding lah. Have to alight one of you first. If he were to go Ave 2 first, shihui will definitely alight first! So partly also kelvin's fault.

Anway, I REALLY ENJOYED MYSELF WITH THOSE GIRLS! :D

Ah liang is having outfield now. Sigh. He cant call or text me already unless there is reception. Sigh. I gota MISS him alot alot alot. 29 days left. ARGH! It's still long. I gota make myself busy! Take GREAT care of yourself darl! Must bang onto the kangaroo when there is. Be careful. Loveyou! KISSY!

2007-10-22T22:24:00.000+08:00

He flew.. He flew to Wallaby, the other part of the earth. Thirtyfive days of different atmosphere, different time and different climate. Sigh. Hope that the days could fly, fly to the day he's back.
Watching him walking away from me,further and further, my heart began to sink, sadden. My tears just rolled down my cheek.
I abhor it, I really do.
Tears kept rolling down whenever I'm free, bored and look at my phone. He isnt texting me nor calling me everyday.

It's been a day. I cried when I was alone at home watching tv. Done with the calendar, nothing for me to do, couldnt get into my study as I was way too tired. Slept at 3 in the morning and woke up at 930. Didnt even sleep on saturday until sunday night. Finally, I made it in time for Amos to bring it over to ah liang, The One And Only ThirtyFive Days Calendar with all our photos. He called me, and kept repeating the same words, "Better dont mess with guys." Please, I wont, NEVER! I have trust in him. I really do MISS him alot! It's worst than he is in his camp. ThirtyFive days seem short but it's a month and a week time.

Alright, I'll treat it as my study and working period. I will earn loads of money and treat him a good meal, maybe bring him to The Jewel Box or Hotel Buffet. I know, I'm trying to be convince myself. (:

Will have accompained him for one and a half days! Went to xiao lei's house for mahjong until morning 7. Head to his house after that. Woke up at 11 to be prepared to airport. He wore a sock with such a big hole lah! Was laughing. And he bought 27 undergarments, wore and threw. Sigh. The day has arrived. I cried when I need to go off his side. I dont like this kinda feeling when watching him leaving me.

Take great care sweetheart, dont keep smoking and drink loads of water. Goodnight darl! ):

2007-10-19T11:43:00.000+08:00

Isn't my luck today. Was drenched while going to Holy Innocent for practical.
Did kinda badly. I knew the first question is add limewater, obviously is Carbonate. But then the third question asked what produced when added silver nitrate, immediately is Chloride, So my answer is Zinc Chloride, and i was WRONG! The answer is Zinc Carbonate. Damn it! Sigh.

Cabbed back with johnson as it is still raining. Changed and off to meet ah liang jeremy rence and kenny. Went to orchard and we played arcade. Khoo was so lousy lah. We played the green red blue buttons, i think is Mishi Bashi. He used 4 credits to finish up the whole game and I used one. Laughed throughout the whole day with them! He is still that naughty after listened to his story of Bus Driver And Jeremy. :D

Well, got to rush everything! I haven't even develop those photos. Making thirtyfive days of calendar for ah liang when he is at Wallaby. Okay, he got to celebrate his day there, for the first time. What I'm worried about is his sir distribute three condoms for them to use at Wallaby. Hell.

2007-10-17T14:33:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging.
It's the period for me to really study hard but seems like i'm not.
Went to NIKE Dinner&Dance at Terrous(Wrongly spelled) Hotel at orchard yesterday. Indeed a fabulous one.
Paragon was the Most BEST dress. ( Snow white, Caveman, Robbinhood, Bruce Almighty, Harry Potter, Spidermen, Charlie and more. )Landy and Zaini won 150 bucks cash for BEST DRESS! (:
Scrumptious dinner and had beer. Dance like club later at night.
Well, I didnt win anything! They gave away 3 pairs of NIKE shoes, a jacket, a bag, grill, coffee maker, dvd player, Sony Mp3, Creative Mp3, CK Tangs 150 vouchers and more. The grand price is 42 inch plasma TV who a young boy won it, older than me lah.
Home sweet home in the morning 1.

Quarrel with liang as I took advantages of his trust. He was unhappy that I went out with a guy and D&D. He allowed me to do whatever I want and I keep doing it without respecting him by taking the advantages of his trust. I'm sorry. That's the problem. Maybe he is in army, his sensitive is back cause he will be going to Wallaby in 4 days time, sunday morning!! Sigh. I need to make him have more trust on me. 35days of army life at Wallaby isnt that good! ):

Definitely MISS him loads! ):

2007-10-12T00:35:00.000+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY SWEET TEN BIRTHDAY! Finally a two digits years old. (:

Surprisingly, I could managed to wake myself up for swimming included tanning. But the sun wasn't that strong enough and didn't tann for a long time as I need to meet daniel to orchard. Know a new friend, Ray, from NIKE that I keep asking to get tender purchase for me, twice. Shopped around until caijun venetia and tan reached plaza singapura then off I go to grandma's house.

Reached Compasspoint, bought dinner for my grandpa as he was sick and tired of the 3-in-1 meal everyday. Met mandy chanel jasmine jeff and chunping. Chatted and off to grandma's house. I didn't know what exactly happen to them to hate him. Maybe is my guessing. Dont bother. Mandy got a nice tattoo. And well, jasmine indeed a fierce one, brave!

Celebrated yuanli's birthday! Well, indeed a great one thought just a short time! (:

Feng and yun isn't there as they went to chalet. Sad.

Check out the photos!

YUANLI'S CAKE! SWEET TEN BIRTHDAY!HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUANLI! (:THE FAMILY!THE COUSINS! ONE TWO THREE FOUR SISTERS! (One is the eldest)

Aunty Joanna And birthday girl

My Mommy with birthday girl

Birthday Girl And Me

ShiEr And Yuanli

Joey Yuanli

WISHING...

OH! A Surprised KISS!

Blow...Woo...

Cutting cake

One word to describe me, FAT!

2007-10-10T20:37:00.000+08:00

Things didn't go with what i expected.
Ah liang has booked out in the morning 930 as he called me which woke me up. I'm so elated :D
Was supposed to go either shop and movie, Lust Caution or swim and tann. But it ended up, went to compass point to update his bankbook and grab some foods. Then back to his house. Had dinner and waited for the time to go off as he is booking in at 2230. His dad drove him there, and i home sweet home. Hope that he won't get caught or check his bag by the guards!
Mandy texted me a KP's message. Laugh.
He got his lifesaving cert for two years. He still keep the drawing that I drawn last few years ago! =D
He apologoised to me because he didn't bring me out. But to me, at least we meet than never. And we took many photos! (:
Planned our saturday! Run at stadium 20 rounds, swim and tann after that! Meet mroning 8.

Check this out!

Was fooling around. (:

He Still Keep This Since I Gave It To Him On 2005

Macho already yea.

He Has A Good Back Muscle, Laughs.

His LifeGuard Licence. Cool.

Snapped By Ah Liang

2007-10-08T18:17:00.000+08:00

I was scared by my parent's room's light as it switched on and off itself! Luckily, ah liang texted with me.
Studied maths. And off to meet ah liang.
Got to now, Ciao! (:

I miss NETBALL!
Hasn't been netballing since the last training I went with geoklan. Though I have not been netballing, it still my ONLY PASSION! (:
Gona tann myself soon!

Sunday

Yawn! Woke up at 7 just to have breakfast at Rehill, where my mommy and all my aunties uncles grown up at.
Met my second uncle and aunty and cousins and off to shop. Bought 3 tops and a bottom.
Home sweet home, sleep until 1630 and study.
Had dinner at home, not meeting ah liang. (:

2007-10-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

It doesnt match right? With the old man slipper.

Her Mango Sago
His Mixed Fruits Sago
Snapped By Me (:

Had breakfast as his mommy bought for me. Slacked until he accompanied back home to change then off to Vivo City just to change the Esprit card as they sent a letter to us. Walked around and around. He kept asking me am I hungry but I kept replied the same old answers. In the end, went to Asian Kitchen to have dinner. Indeed a delicious one. Back to his house. Went to R.Plaza to meet kenny for dinner at KFC. Aruged over the foot wear he wore. (Pic is Above) It really doesn't mach him! Even kenny said that. They are going to Rence's house for mahjong. Aruged with ah liang over cabby's money. In the end, Kenny drove me back home. Thanks! Indeed a great friend of ah liang's. (:

Friday

Two problems spoilt my mood.
Was supposed to knock off at 1800 but ended up, 1600. Angry, such a short hours.
Zezhong called me that he is on his way to meet me, so i waited for him. Chatted less than 3mins and I have to go off as he is meeting his girl-friend. Pissed off.
Rest and bathed, off to meet ah liang. Met ah liang at compass point for dinner. And then went to his house.

Was pissed off with him as he kept playing his psp and ignored me. Alright, my fault too as I lost my temper. He walked off the lift when i'm still inside, so I walkedto take bus back when he was heading to jingqiang's car. He called and I answered, he came to fetch me when i purposely missed a bus just to let him fetch me. Laugh. Off we go to prawn at pasir ris. Before going there, we went to tommy's friend's chalet. An arguement happened between melvin and tommy. Well, he is indeed a friend who dont need to be with, flirted with his 7years friend's girlfriend. Better get off. Prawn-ed until morning 53.5hours of prawn caught 6 prawns, And then stayed over at his house.

2007-10-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

He Sang While He Was Guitaring. Gosh, He Looked So Awful.

He Was Playing With His Guitar To ME (:

Woke up at 9 for work. I managed my time so well that i thought i will not be late. But, i missed the previous bus that i took! Damn it. Was late for work, again. Supposedly, i will be off from work at 1830 including an hour of lunchtime. But i didnt have my lunchtime and got to work until 1930. Schedule is not planned well as not enough staffs. Went to meet ah liang at compass point after work. Shopped awhile, off to his house. Watched my show and off back home. He played his guitar and sang songs to me, this is not the first time. And i really enjoyed it so much. (even though it has been number of times.) I was so impatience with myself when he was teaching me how to use my nails to roll down the strings. DAMN! I stopped when i got pissed off with it and he laughed me! Eyes rolling. He passed me money to take cabby back home, i took and went to take bus. He wanted me to take cabby as he wants to sleep after i got back home. But i still take bus and keep the money. He still accompanied me on phone until i reached home. (: Home sweet home, got to bathe now. Ciao! (:

Oh well, tomorrow is my last day of work. Got to really study hard for my Os! I promise, I MUST get below 20. (I hope I can) (:

2007-10-04T00:08:00.001+08:00

The Love That We Shared

A Kiss On My Cheek (:
He Was Talking On Phone And I Snapped It
Got Snapped When He Was Drinking His Milk
This Is How Drastic Difference In Our Skin Color.

Woke up in the afternoon 130. Bathed and started studying. Met my dad's long ago friend who he has stopped contact with, but i still greeted him. Was studying halfway, mommy asked me to go hougang mall with her to return the discs which she forgotten to bring out. I did, and we bought dinner back for daddy and feng. Off to tuition at 1830, but i meet ah liang at hougang station as his army friend fetched him to serangoon and he took train to hougang. Met him and we took bus 80. He went home and i go for my tuition at compass point. After tuition, i went to ah liang's house. Took alot of photos! (will upload soon) You can see the different between his tann and my fair. Well, it's DAMN obvious! Loving it. Home sweet home. Bathed and started to blog.

Hope he can pass his life saving test well. (:

HAPPY SWEET THIRTEEN BIRTDAY YKWAN!

2007-10-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

The Funniest Aunty Annie In My Life! (:

She Cooked It With Aunty Joanne.
Can You See A Heart Shaped That Aunty Annie Formed For Her Daughter, Ykwan?
The Cake
Ykwan's Favourite, STRAWBEERIES! And The Longans

Singing Birthday SongThe Celebration, All Of US! Can You See A Piece Of White Chocolate In Ykwan's Hair? I Love Her LONG HAIR!

SHIER's Creamy FaceThe Same Aged Cousin That Makes Them Real Close Like a Les (:Aunty Joanne Is Always That Nice To US!
Poor Aunty Annie Got To Mop The Floor After Cream Fight. She Wants Me To Snap This Shot!

BACK! Hasn't been blogging since friday. Decided to stop working after this week. Gotta START studying! Hoping to get below 20 for it. Studied and went to hougang mall with my mommy. Supposed to go to The Health Center for qiu's appointment but in the end, we decided not to go as qiu has scanned once, which is much better than the x-ray, found out that nothing has happened to her backbone. So, not intend to go in the end. Saw granny s.yun and s.er when we are having our high tea at yakun. Chatted and waited for the time to reach 1600 as granny is fetching ah cheng back from school. Shopped awhile at hougang mall,home sweet home. Studied again.Supposed to meet ah liang. But didnt. Was really pissed off and disappointed. He agreed to meet me yesterday! Sigh. Didn't have my dinner again. This is the second time that he makes the decision so late, around 2030, until i never have my dinner as my daddy was back home at 1900 with dinner. He wanted to meet me, but i rejected. No dinner again. Studied until 2330 and went to bed. Thinking of the crumpler bag i bought. It doesnt have the shoulder pad!! Angry. Alright, got to sleep now. Ciao!

Sigh. I understood that a person who needs to wake up early and swam 8 hours a day is so much suffering than a person who takes the trouble to go over. But the trouble that she done is just to accompany you. You should appreciate it.

MONDAY
Went to dental at 1200. Had to wait for 30mins to be my turn. Met ah tan at orchard. Had burger king for our lunch. I bought a crumpler bag and tan bought a adidas gym bag. Off we go to daniel's chalet. BBQ-ed and mahjong-ed. Lose 6bucks! Ah liang kenny and rence actually wanted to come but in the end never. Thought of taking kenny's car back. In the end, they went to have mahjong at rence's house. Back home with venetia junhao and hanhui as caijun and char still intended to eat. Home sweet home, bathed and off to bed immediately.

SUNDAY : HAPPY BIRTHDAY YKWAN! (=
Woke up by ah liang. Couldnt make it for tuition st 830 as i slept late yesterday because of soccer. Went to have breakfast with his parent. His daddy fetched me back home. Rest awhile and off to aunty annie's house cause it ykwan's day. Aunty annie cooked alot, and had a fabulous celebration. Was supposed to go kbox, which i craving for this day to reach, has cancelled and adjoured to next sunday. I'm craving for this day to come too! Had mahjong there until late night. Saw lehan and the monster guy. Took cab back, bathed and head to bed.

SATURDAY
Was out with ah liang to vivo city. Watched movie, Shoot em' Up, and done shopping. Bought a purse for my mommy and a pant and a leather handbag for myself. He bought a levi's skinny and a leather bag for himself. Waited kenny to knock off from work with xiao rey. Realised that his name,xiao rey, is pronounced in xiao lei. Took train back to ah liang's house with kenny and xiao rey. Waited for kenny to fetch me back as they intended to go out later on. But in the end, never. So i stayed overnight at his house. Accompanied him watched soccer, Liverpool VS Wigan. After that, he listened to the hokkien songs which his mommy bought back and i watched him dancing chacha and singing while listening to it. I was laughing throughout the whole 'concert' and he kept using his blanket to cover my eyes. Laughs. Listened until i fell asleep.

2007-09-28T23:29:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 10 by a text from trivia. Luckily she texted me if not i will be very late for work. My work is at 12 to 1800 and i set my alarm at 1215. Dense me. In the end, i was late for 2mins. I changed my shift just because i wanted to have my dinner with my mommy as my daddy might be going to turf. Unexpectedly, he didnt go and bought dinner back for her. So i decided to have my dinner with ah liang since he said he wanted to meet after i have my dinner with my mommy, which has cancelled last min. In the end, we didnt meet. Should have go for the wedding dinner of my aunty (she's young, older than me 8years, i supposed). Regret. Sometimes i wondered what is my first piority. I was confused at times. Ah liang is the first and i will neglect my friends. If my friends is first, i will definately neglect him. Vexed. Just couldnt make up my mind. But of course, i choose him first. A shocking new i get to know from my mommy! Know what, qiu wore SKIRT to the wedding dinner. Whao! I got to buy 4D already. Laughs. Couldnt meet jz as her yeye passed away this morning. So, not meeting her. Hope everything goes well for her, cheer up babe! (= Yup, never go for jojo's celebration as he didnt plan it well and call me. Neither to zouk, jeff's celebration. Perhaps i might not be going to zouk tomorrow. Not having the feeling for club but for mahjong! I want to play for such a long time but dont have the time for it. Well, it is the last day of work for this month. So might be asking kakis for majong. At the same time, i will study too.

Alright, got to bathe now. Ciao!

Hope you guys are having alot of fun time! (=

2007-09-27T23:35:00.000+08:00

I Dun Wan To Kiss Anybody Except Her. Really I Swear.By Using My Life. (=

02Feb'03 CNY

Dear yuanyuan, I love you always. Dun Leave me. 10Feb'03

His Love Diary. Small little diary. (=

Wearing his armour cap,ballet. (if i'mnot wrong,it spelled in this)

Went to ah liang's house, off to meet shuntian kenny and terence with him for mahjong at tian's house. And i was watching why why love, the last episode! Tears just rolled down my cheek. It saddened me so much though it just a show. Sigh. Back to his house after that. Had dinner there and watched television. Out of the blue, he asked me "Do you love me alot?" Before i answer him, I asked the same question. He replied "okay lo. Not so much" And i said "No. Just be with you for the sake of together. So you wouldnt feel bored when you booked out. And there's someone to accompany me when i'm bored." He laughed. I read those letters that those girls he flirted with. LY MZ and YT. He still kept his passed letters, so do i. But he didnt know that.(= Also his small little diary. The diary of his was about me, The feeling of him of our first kiss 2002 CNY, first french kiss, and he swore that he will never kiss anyone except for me, and wrote that he dont want me to leave him. I was touched by it. SHY. Later, he wanted me to wear his 'ballet', wrongly spelled if i'm not wrong, the armour cap. I looked so weird and he snapped me with it. So, i did the same thing too. Laughs. Then home sweet home. Bathed, blogging right now.

Let bygones by bygones though it always stay in my mind. I doubted myself, why i love him so much despite of doing so many things that hurt me like i'm-dead-in-his-hand. Sigh.

Got to sleep now. Ciao! (:

2007-09-27T12:24:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 1130 just to watch the taiwan drama series, why why love. Luckily feng didnt go for school as it was raining so heavily in the morning. Done with all my snaps edition! FINALLY! Waiting for ah liang to be dismiss from his life saving course then we will be going to have lunch together. Might be changing my shift with khai. I'm working today 1530 and he is working tomorrow MidOne. Hope that he can change with me!

Alright, got to bathe now. Ciao! Meeting ah liang soon! (=

2007-09-26T22:35:00.001+08:00

Met geri at woodland's library. Studied for 5.5 hours until around 1730. Met mk and off to sun plaza just two stations away from woodland. Bought the straws and went to meet feng after she met jo. Took bus back together, and i went to meet ah liang. I was so stunned when i saw ah liang. He had turned red tanned, and thinner. He dont look like he was. I didnt meet him just a day and he turned into like this! After his dinner, we went to meet kenny and guoxiong. They had their dinner at the coffee shop near my house as kenny wants to alter his pant. Those guys played the linked-game at the void deck until 2230 and home sweet home. Yawn.

Was mad at ah liang. He kept rushing me when i'm still showing him the snaps that i took on the mooncake festival. Was so pissed off and i ignored him until reached my house nearby void deck. He even dont care about me when crossing the road, just left me and crossed the road. He kept pestering me until i forgive him. This is the first time he dont care for me when crossing the road. Idiot.

Rejected ah tan twice. I'm sorry. Couldnt make it for shopping on monday and zouk on wednesday. Hope you understand. Will go out with all of you soon! Miss you guys! ):

Alright, got to bathe while waiting for the drama series to be loaded. Ciao! (:

2007-09-26T00:19:00.000+08:00

Our Camera Man, Uncle EricWell.. I was really an enjoyment at grandma's house to celebrate the mooncake festival, EXTREMELY FUN! Ah ma have to tiao shen, and it comes two different gods. One is zaizai and the other is bai yi niangniang. Was asking about my study, and he said i have the talent to study well. Yeah, i got to study hard now. Really hard to get in a good course. This year, grandma didnt buy any box of candles and everyone was so disappointed. So, off they went to compass point to buy the candles and foods. But in the end, full hands of foods and drinks but not any candles. Luckily grandpa kept last year remained candles and all the young ones went to play.

After everything, grandma helped us to apply the 'beauty powder' on each of our faces so that our face can be smooth and pretty. Even my mommy and aunties applied it. Soon, we snapped alot of shots and had fun, EXTREMELY FUN! All the grandchildren attended except for ah boy who is working, i supposed. And xian, went off at 2200, missed out the FUN!
Fetched hougang avenue 5 aunties and cousins back home. Home sweet home, bathed and blogging right now. (:

Thought that ah liang will be coming over to my grandm's house. But in the end, never. Because he was too tired after the life saving course which needs to stay under the sun from 800 to 1730. I supposed he will become tanner and fitter than he is right now. He will look more handsome to me! He is the only MAN in the course, the rest is either sergeant or officer. 4 was selected yesterday and 2 officers came in today and he is the only MAN. COOL! I didnt know he is so pro in swim until yesterday. (:

Alright, after hearing those words, i begin to love to study. It's an easy task for me to deal with. Fight for myself! (:

2007-09-25T19:47:00.000+08:00

Oh well, yesterday was the scary one. Scared by my twiny. Idiot. My daddy's key has lost for 3 days. And we searched the whole house like hell. Yesterday, i woke up and saw the key on the table in the living room, placed so nicely. Fuck and i called both of my parent and qiu, they didnt notice the key and wasnt them who place it there. I was so scared until i locked myself in the room. Chatting with ah liang on the phone until kenny reaches. Then, i went to bathe and off to meet xiao rey at his house. He drove to meet xiao rey, after that ah liang. Went to have lunch at tampines mall, after that to a lama's house, a fortune teller. What he said is kinda true. Well, i got to work really hard for this O's. Sigh. Had dinner near xiao rey's house cause after that we are going to his house for mahjong. Home sweet home. Ah liang alighted first and luckily there's xiao rey to walk with me to the stairs. Was so tired that i'm afraid i couldnt wake up for work tomorrow.

woke up at 915. Was so rushed till i missed the bus and i was late for work. Luckily it wasnt that late, only 5 mins. Now, i'm at grandma's house for celebrating Mooncake Feastival. Everyone attended! Cool. Will blog tomorrow again. Going to compass point. Ciaos! (:

2007-09-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

Yup. Went to meet ah liang after his swim. Kenny drove to us back to ah liang's house caused he wants to take his psp. His daddy drove us to kenny's house after that. Off we went to have dinner at kovan cause kenny is meeting a girl, who all of us dont know. Had a quarrelled with ah liang. The thoughts of mine and his is completely different which makes a misunderstanding and miscommunication between us. What he said really hurt me so much. The tears just rolled down to my cheek. Well, it's a very hurting and sad ending of the celebration of our 5th years anniversary. It was supposed to be a romantic one. But because of the incident about my mommy, we decided not to go. Anyway, i did enjoy myself yesterday! (:

Missed out a little enjoyment and fun time is better than an arguement. It's worth it.

HAPPY 5th YEARS ANNIVERSARY DARL! (:
All the hours we spent, all the days we had together, i will remember it.
There's much more for us to go, cherishing the love we have.
Even though it's a sad ending for us, it will be the last, never will happen again.
Love you with all my love (:

2007-09-23T17:38:00.000+08:00

Went to Marina square for a movie and couldnt see anything nice. Had Anderson's ice-cream. Ah liang cracked the cone of my ice-cream, luckily it didnt drop and still could eat. Belgium chocolate and Cookies and cream. We are really bored while waiting for the time to be reached. Indeed a nice and funny movie. Went to meet Terence Ernest Zhiyang and a guy for Liverpool Vs B.Ham at Clark Quay. After that, went to meet Lexter Brandon and Weilun for a drink at Boat Quay, where the old chocolate bar was. Had a great time with them though i dont know them well. Learnt to play the dies game which taught by ah liang. Loser will drink Martell with green tea. Off to meet kenny and guoxiong at 401. Home sweet home. Bathed and rushed to the bed immediately. It's 430 in the morning. Yawn.

Woke up at 1400. Not going anywhere, but maybe meeting ah liang for dinner. Might be meeting him after his swim with kenny and ernest. And i'm watching over kenny's car cause of the carpark aunties. I was tricked by kenny as he placed his own 'sum bum' behind the front mirror, when i looked down to his car, i thought he was caught again. Went down to check it out, and it was the old one he got! Idiot. Ordered dresses from Jz. Indeed a nice dress. Alright. Have to watch my dvd now. Ciao. (:

A DAY TO GO! YAY! (:

2007-09-22T14:30:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 11am just to polish my nails. Went to amk hub with ah liang. Met amos and rongxing. Shopped around and had fun. Booked ' I now pronounce you chunk and larry' tickets for tomorrow at Marina Square 1905. Had dinner at his house as his mommy cooked. Took cabby back home. Bathed and head to bed immediately.

Went to tuition today. Struggling off the bed, couldnt get off even the alarm had woke me up. Shrng. Home sweet home, and i'm blogging while texting with mandy of HER SECRET! (:

Got to prepare myself now. Ciao!

2 DAYS TO GO! (:

2007-09-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

Alright. I slept for 12hours! Gosh. This is the first time i've slept for such a long hours ever since i started work. Woke up at 1330. Did some house chores for my mommy but i forgotten to twist the ices for her. She came back and scolded me. She's an ice addictor. At least will eat four rows of ices a day after her work. Had asked her not to, but she still insisted to. Nothing can change her addiction to ice. Met liang and had dinner with his parent and relatives. Dexter came to his house to do something and i'm watching television while ah liang is entertaining him. Home sweet home. Blogging and personal messaging. Sleeping soon.

I'm getting rid of my dark rings! And improving my complexion. (:

Well, everything has cancalled. Not going to cruise or genting. Planning to go next year. Wish nothing will happen again. Celebrating at singapore. Sigh.

YAY! Ah liang will not be staying in at camp for two weeks as he is taking the life guard course which is selected by his sir. 4 platoons, 4 guys is being selected and he is the luckiest one. Every weekdays need to go to the other camp for the course from 900 to 1700. After that, he can go back home everyday. Happy for him. (:

Didnt meet my friends for a long time. Kinda miss them all. But i met mandy today when she was on her way back home. Miss you guys! ):

4 DAYS TO GO! (:

An Unlucky Tuesday!

2007-09-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

It was a tremendous unlucky day!

I was late for meeting my mommy at hougang mall 1530. She nagged and scolded at me on the phone. She even scolded me when i reached in front of so many people. I walked off to a side with my stupid face. Didn't even bother about her and walked behind her until we are back home. Chatted and everything is settled. I lied and i was so upset about it. This is the first time that my mommy scolded me so fierce! Was pissed off and ignored her. Back home, studied my maths until daddy bought back our dinner. Contiuned to study until late night when ah liang called me. Chatted and off to bed after my bathed.

WEDNESDAY

Was working the whole day. Unsurprisingly, vincent didn't meet me. Well, it has been like that, always.

Had an arguement with my mommy as she do not allow me to go genting with ah liang, not because of only the two of us but because of the passport. Supposed to go for cruise but it's so expensive(1100bucks) that i rejected so we decided to go genting which is so much more cheaper. If my mommy still do not allow, we might be going to a hotel for spa swim everything there. I hate her to spoilt it, though it's just a conflict. I dont understand why she would allow qiu to go camping at malaysia but not me. She risked her life to allow her, why not me? I know i should me more understanding that she wouldn't want to risk again. But we can buck up so that daddy won't be able to know. Sigh. Was pissed off and we didn't talk about it as she has sleep when i reached home. Everything will settle tomorrow after ah liang book out in the morning. I want to go! It's the celevration of our 5th years anniversary! I dont wish to ruin it. It's not worth it. ):

Hope everything will be fine after tomorrow. I dont wish anything to happen. After thinking, if we dont go oversea,we will still celebrate together. As long as we are together, i would be fine for me. I'm just making my mommy to be in a so difficult situation which she is so vexed and confused about it. I'm sorry.

YAY! Ah liang is booking out tomorrow morning but i will be meeting him after i woke up. See you later! (:

I'm BACK! (:

2007-09-17T19:38:00.001+08:00

Back from chalet! Had an enjoyable day there! Had a mahjong maraton! The adults played throughout the whole day, from 7pm to the next day 6pm. Watching the adults mahjonging is really different from us. Their mind's speed is so fast that they could do a set within a row of tiles which they need to take from. Mommy won 550bucks. She did 13yao! Cool! Bought a urbanmale top for ah boy as his present, shared by we three sisters ah liang and cunjie. His cake is so awesome and unique! It's a sweet picture of them, ah boy and janelle. I will definately touched by it if ah liang bought this cake without me knowing it before he show it out. Mahjoinging chatting singing pokering truthordare-ing everything we does together makes me think of our childhood which we even bathed together! The celebration is indeed an awesome one! Ah boy''s face was full of cream! Thanks to yuanqiu who is so daring that she didnt have any cream on her face, a fierce one indeed. Had lots of fun there. Three years down the road will be feng's and mine celebration which i will invite all my family and friends. Of course including ah liang. Ah liang went back in the afternoon 2 as he need to go Sim Lim Square with his parent whom fetched him from chalet. Checked out on sunday evening. Unpacked everything when reached home, took a bathe and off to meet liang because he wanted me to fold is army uniform which called "Long Fall" if i'm not wrong. Met for 30mins and he has to book in at 2030. Went to hougang mall to buy honey green tea and for my sisters. Was caught in the rain but luckily i'm not drench. Watched 'Why Why Love' and head to bed.

Was working the whole afternoon. Worked with dalima and hafidz whom just transferred from Millenia Walk. Didnt talk much with them but they are quite friendly. Vincent called me out of the blue and said that he will be meeting on wednesday when i am working full shift. I was so surprised and stunned by it as i thought he could have forgotten about me. Knocked off at 1830 and went back home. Had dinner with my parent at 401. Reached home,watched television and chatted on phone with ah liang for quite a long time. Head to bed after my bathed.
Time really flies. Ah boy and yuanshi has already 21 and sooner, feng and i will be. Eventually, yuanli's turn. And my grandparent aunties uncles and parent will be getting older and older. Hope there's one of us can take over grandma's three factories so that she could enjoy her blissful life. Dont have to drive around and have troubles on her. Really miss my childhood's life. No worries and no problems. Everyone of us will gathered at grandma's house early in the morning when we woke up. Had breakfast lunch dinner together. Watched cartoon together, bathe together play together. Such a memorable days to me. I love every single one of them! Really enjoyed the chalet so much! (:

Ah liang willing to go my family's chalet which is celebrating ah boy's 21st birthday. He always dont want to go as he might feel shy and embarrassed but not this time. He chatted with my mommy when both of them are smoking at one corner, my uncle and someof my relative like they know each other for quite long. It's a good thing! Becoming part of my life. (:

HAPPY EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY LULU! (:

2007-09-15T12:31:00.000+08:00

Had dinner with my mommy. Ah liang is not meeting us as he needed to wait for amos. Went to hougang mall to eat and shop. Met feng and cunjie who is waiting for xian and nigel. Four of them are going to ah boy's chalet but not me. I have to wait for ah liang and buy a present. Went to meet ah liang at ten. Took cabby back home with him, off he went to meet amos, who lives the same block as me, to aljunied. Supposed we are going to the chalet after he comes back from aljunied with his friends but i fell asleep so decided to go there tomorrow afternoon after we go shop for a present. Sigh. All my cousins is there to enjoy for a night!

If isn't that close and important to me, i wouldnt have shed a tear. (:

He hugged me and said,"You still have me."

Got to prepare myself to shop and chalet. Will update soon! (:

Nine Days To Go! (:

2007-09-14T17:29:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 11 by mandy cause she couldnt view my blog. Anyway, it's okay. Chatted with her in personal message, our SECRET! (: Was damn bloodly tired still. But i have to study now. Chatting on phone with tan. And char is at her house. Explained everything. Forget about it. I dont wish to hear anything anymore. Disappointed, really did. I dont know how to describe. Alright, let bygones be bygones. No more mentioning about it, anymore. Deleted from my mind now.

YESA! Ah liang is booking out soon. He had changed his guard duty with his friend which is on two weeks later. WhoaHoo! Meeting him later but he might be joining my mommy and i to have dinner. Got to study now. Just a short morning, so many things happened. Sigh.

See you later, ah liang! (:

2007-09-14T01:46:00.000+08:00

Caijun Venetia Pearlyn And Me

Threesome

Cheers!

Joey And Me

Making a Wish

C.H.I.J.M.E.S : Restruant ; Bars ; Shops

Eighteen's lady with me (:

5 MOS. (except for feng cause she has chalet)

Fell asleep while texting. Woke up in the afternoon 1315. Went to bathe, off to xian's house. Took the dvd back to return angela. Had a fabulous maggie mee cooked by my aunty. She added alot of ingredients which i never eat with so many before. Watched the taiwan's drama series at her house until cp called me, accompanied him at the 'tui na' caused he sprained his ankle. Bought my parent's dinner, went back home. Studied maths. Went out at 1915 when i'm supposed to meet angela pearlyn teo daniel alex jojo kayin at city hall 1930 for angela's celebration. But i was damn late, so they went off to C.H.I.J.M.E.S without me. Pearlyn venetia caijun went to collect the cake at suntec. Had an enjoyable dinner. Took alot of photos, prunk on angela.(though it's childish) Off to IndoChine with all the ladies for Ladies Night Truth Talks. We spoke all the truth but not lies. Yea, everyone knows about it now. It's way too embarrassed to tell them. Drank TLC, a cocktail. We ordered different cocktails to try out. And i love mine! It's so sweet. (: Home sweet home. Bathed and personal messaging plus blogging. Head to bed after this.

Alright. Both of you told me not to, so i shall stop getting near to you. Maybe i should listen to what they said. A signal which asked me to STOP! Perhaps, it might harm me so i'll listen. Not going to chalet tomorrow cause mommy will be alone at home if three of us go. So i will be the sacrifice one, and i'm willing to be, to accompany my mommy at home. In order for me to study too. Haven't been studying. Sigh. Might be going back to mr wong's tuition. Will be stopping work when october reaches so i can chiong my study for a month. Hopefully i can get in culinary and catering course!

I have to wait for a night to see you. It's been so long that we didnt meet. I miss you so. ):

TEN DAYS TO GO! (:

HAPPY TWENTYONE BIRTHDAY COUSIN BOY AND EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY PREM! (:

2007-09-13T01:21:00.000+08:00

AFTER GYM

Was working yesterday. Went to grandma's house after work caused of chuyi. Had a great gathering there. It's been so long that i never go there! Thanks girl girl for helping me with my blog. I was stunned after what she had done. Daddy fetched all of us back home at around 2200. Went to bathe and head to bed immediately.

Woke up in the morning 11. Went to gym with xian. Thought that she couldnt wake up but she did! Went to run and found out that my stamina has dropped horribly! I ran for 10mins 9.0 for my speed, and i feel like i'm dying. Also, my weight has imcreased. Damn! Went back home to prepare for work which starts at 1400 but i was late for 15mins. Damn bloodly tired! I'm always the late queen. Luckily is dalima and hafidz, who came from millenia walk, is the first day they worked. Home sweet home. Finally, i'm off tomorrow untill sunday. Cause ah boy's chalet! Watched the taiwan's drama series again, the 8th disc. I was touched by it, tears dropped. Silly. Personal messaging with chunping cause he couldnt go for zouk with his friends as he sprained his ankle. Laughs. I'm gona rush to bed after my bathe later! (:

Small arguements with ah liang cause of vincent. Those donkey years ago's matter which i didnt tell him about it. So coincidence that ah liang and vincent is in the same camp. 41th SAR kranji armour camp. It's all donkey years that made both of us quarrelled. But nothing happened to us. He fell asleep while texting with me. I hate him for singing so loudly on the phone when i was still talking to him! Childish. So angry with him! Pissed off and spoke up to him and he acted like nothing has happened.

Okay, tomorrow got to meet up for angela's birthday celebration at CHIJMES. But i'm broke now. Had to take money from my daddy. AH! I hate the feeling of no money. Sigh.

YES! Ah boy's chalet is approaching and ah liang is booking out on sat morning! He might be selling his guard duty again, but it's not worth it. It costs around a hundred man! I'm so excited to see him. Miss him much much! (:

2007-09-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

Was back home late so i didnt blog. Went to daniel's house for mahjong in the afternoon 1530. Supposed to meet up at caijun's house but out of the blue, caijun wanted to change the venue of meeting. After that, went to meet ah liang at his house and had dinner with his parent at Kallang's Taiwan's Porridge. Met kenny and guoxiong after that. Kenny drove us to 401 for dinner. We are just accompaying them. Saw chanel and caifeng with their friends. We did talk but just for a short while. Went back home after that.

Working the whole day, tired. Met jojo and he bought a present for my birthday. Was rushing back home cause today is the last day fo the seventh month. Had dinner with my parent. Chatted on phone with ah liang. Watched 'Why Why Love', a taiwan's drama series, acted by yang chenling, and now i am blogging. Heading to bed after this.

Sorry mandy! I really couldnt make it for jiamin's chalet. Sorry! I need to meet ah liang as he got to book in in the early morning which i cant meet him. Sorry, i'm not ps-ing you. You are an understanding lady yea! (: Dont angry at me. Smile.

I miss ah liang! Time passed so fast when i was with him. He send me home after dinner caused kenny fetched each of us back. This is the first time that i dont bear him to leave me so early. I thought i had accustomed to it, but it isn't so. He will be going to walabi, australia, in a month later. Already preparing for the things that he ought to in his camp. That's fast. And i'm gona miss him so much! It's a 5 weeks trip! What a long trip. Sigh. ):

HAPPY ONE MONTH OLD ASHLYN THANARAJ (:

2007-09-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 11 to prepare myself to The Raj house for thier first daughter a month old's celebration. Saw alot of teachers there which i couldnt believe. Met geoklan at tampines mall with qiu after that we took cabby there. Candy and two of her friends, who looks familiar to me, came. Chatted and eating, around 1530, we went back. All go to the different places. I went to work, qiu went back to sengkang, candy and geoklan with the two friends went to play mahjong, i supposed. I was late for work like 40mins. Trivia scolded me but with smile and laughs. So i think she is not really scolding me. Was woking till 2200 and took bus back. Home sweet home. Watched television.

I just met new friends. I shouldn't have said so much. I'm kinda straightforward. When i'm tired, all sort of rubbish words will comeout from me, i dont know what i am talking about. Damn! I'm really tired at that time to say so much things. Sigh. Should just keep my mouth shut. Mandy, you aren't irritating me. I would want you to ask me out often yea. Anyway, a nice gathering. (:

Ah liang is not booking out today but tomorrow morning. I still couldnt make a decision for going to jiamin's chalet on sunday evening. Also mahjong at caijun's house. There is so many things for me to do and go. But, of course, i will accompany ah liang. He have to book in at monday morning. Will make my decision tomorrow. Vexed. But i'm so happy that ah liang is booking in the morning! (:

Hugs And Kisses-

2007-09-08T00:28:00.000+08:00

Working at 12pm and i was late for 5mins, again. But trivia didnt scold me. Ystad i was late for 5mins, khim scolded me for that. Just deduct my money if you are not happy with it. Also, i didnt have my first meal today, trivia allowed me to have eating break but khim dont allow. I didnt eat because i slept very late last night. Still, i prefer trivia. She even let me knocked off at 1700 cause i have class gethering bbq at pasir ris park. It's organised by daniel as pinto and khalidal wanted it. Actually i'm going to have dinner with my mommy cause my daddy went to turf. But my aunty wanted to meet her for dinner so i went to meet feng at nearby hougang mall's bus stop, as she was at cunjie's house, to pasir ris park at 1900. Was very late and we took cabby from pasir ris. Then we realised that the peak hours hasn't end, but it's okay. Not really having fun but we did chat about our different life.

Mandy left the bbq early for chunping's day at Zouk, and i cant make it cause ah liang dont allow. We quarrelled about this till he wanted to break up with me. We really broke up. But i kept texting him and argued with him why there's a need to break up for this. And if it's really worth breaking up, let's do it. Eventually, we didnt. I know there's a limit. I went to Zouk on wed but it's chunping's day. Not because of the sake that i want to go but it's because of chunping's day. Yes, we just know each other for less than a month, perhaps two weeks, and he is a guy. I understood his feelings and thoughts but he has to trust me. Anyway, i chose not to go in the end as he is my boyfriend but chunping is just my just-known friend. Everything has settled. Well, hope mandy and friends are enjoying themselves to the fullest. (:

Even if it happened on me, i wouldnt want to break up to solve any problems. It's really not worth of doing so. I would rather communicate to solve than break up. It's foolish. Maybe the loves within us is not strong enough. Sigh. I shall forget about this. Anyway, he is booking out either tomorrow or sunday. I miss him so much! I need his warm hug and loves. (:

I want to be a matured lady, not a childish and mischievous girl who i am now. I'm a lady, not a little girl anymore. ( At least i'm trying ) (:

Happy birthday Joanna and Chunping! (:

2007-09-07T00:59:00.000+08:00

Was pissed off when going to zouk. I dont understand why they wanted to lie to us. As if there's something that they are hiding from us. Met char pearlyns feng alex lionel venetia vanessa and venetia's cousin at zouk. Later on kenny sweesiong terence ernest jinyong jeremy joanna is there too. This is the first time that happened to me when club. Willie vomitted and had to be outside waiting for him to be awake but in the end, alex and feng took cabby brought him home. Secondly, mandy got into fight. Lastly, BEFORE 12 pearlyns and char went to St.James because char's friend is coming to fetch them. Dance till the music stopped. Took cabby back with mandy chanel chunping and jeffery. Anyway, it's crazy after all the happening! (:

Woke up at 1330. Couldnt get up to meet sweetie. Apologised her. Went to work and i was late. Didnt have any meal today but a crispy chicken and honey green tea. Home sweet home and now i'm blogging after my bathed. Chatted on phone with ah liang.

What is friends are for? Is it will call you when going out, will be there when you are in need? Seriously,what are friends for?

I dont even know what i'm doing. They will take good care of you. Indeed a nice friends. They treats you in a way like you are their girlfriend. And he doesnt like me get to close to guys. But i like to hang out with them, it's really very enjoyable.

Mandy and her friends is the best friends to club together! (:

2007-09-05T20:23:00.000+08:00

Chatted with ah liang last night till 130am. Couldnt get off my bed and continued to sleep till 10 when i supposed to wake up at 945 for dental appointment at 1145. And i was late for 15mins, again. Finally i paid to a thousand. Went to hougang mall to buy lunch for my mommy. Saw wanshi and yining there. Chatted with them while waiting for my foods to be ready. Went back home after that. Tuition is cancelled so stayed at home with my parent and yuanqiu. Meeting mandy at compass point now. Will update tomorrow. Got to prepare myself to Zouk! (:

Alex, char wanted to go to MOS which i dont want to. So abit of arguements. Anyway, MOS is stricter than Zouk. Tan is using friend's IC so it's safer to go Zouk. I know that Zouk didnt provide free drinks but it's much more fun to me. Will go Mos next time when tan is eighteen.

See you guys later! (:

2007-09-04T23:30:00.000+08:00

Was rushing to work and didn't bring my phone out. Dense me. I was waiting for bus almost 10mins then i realised that i didnt keep my phone with me. Was so abashed when walking back home again as there are alot of peoples saw me walking away the stop and back again. Met cunjie in the bus, chatted with him till he reached his school. Was late for work but trivia didnt scold me. Working FULL shift and no one accompany me to the bus stop after work. I was shivering while working caused the air-con was really cold. I wore my jacket but it just couldnt keep me warm. So i asked trivia to buy a hot milo for me and she bought a 5BUCKS hot chocolate for me at coffee bean. I rather take cabby home than drinking this hot chocolate. Met petrina and yushuang at the bus stop! It's so coincidence. I met petrina twice in the bus and we chatted our primary school memories. It's was so memorable. I miss caroline who i cant keep in contact with and was my childhood sister. Home sweet home. Blogging and personal messaging when reached home. Have dental appointment tomorrow morning. Have to get up early again.

I thought that char dont want to work with trivia that's why she wants me to replace her but i was wrong. We texted each other and found out that is boon wanted to give her a surprises which neither char and i know. I doubt char was touched by it. (:

Ah liang didnt text me after the last reply at 1830. Sigh. I'm waiting for his text. Hope everything goes well for him in Tekong where his training held. And he has to sleep on his tank. Takecare Sweetheart! (:

YAY! Tomorrow is Ladies Night and i'll be going to Zouk again! Enjoyment time! (:

2007-09-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

Didnt have tuition ystd, again. Mr wong didnt reply prem's text and answer his call. I supposed he still either sleeping or dont want to teach us anymore as he keeps giving sort of excuses which is unbelievable to me. So prem and i still meet up at compass point for studying. Went back home after that. Feng called me for mahjong at our aunty's house but i dragged the time until 4pm. Had a fabulous dinner there. It's really scrumptious! Something was wrong with xian. And helped my aunt to tell everything that she wanted to him. Sigh. It's really knotty. Something happened, which i couldn't believe in my own eyes but i have to. It's tangible that i couldn't imagine it. I was like a dream, but i have to believe it. I cried when i saw this situation, my heart was sadden. I abhor it to happen in my family and friends. This is the first time that happened in me. Though it's kind of exaggerated but it's true. Daddy fetched three of us back home. Working tomorrow so i slept early. (:

Working FULL shift! Caused khai couldn't work and trivia didnt notice that nicholas is working at parco so she didnt ask someone to replace the night shift which gotten me into full shift. But it was a time-flies day and i can earn more money. (: Get to know alot of things through mw. I'm really too naive to trust people so easily. I might get into trouble and backstab though all the stuffs there are amicable. To be honest, i still prefer working with trivia though she makes use of me. But the ambience is totally different. Working with trivia is more tiring but the time flies which is not bored at all. She can rubbish with us but not khim. After she shouted at me so loudly, i really got angry and hurt. It wasn't what i wanted to do that but it's so coincidence that we two went into the store together to take stock. Anyway, let bygones be bygones. All i can do now is to shut up. I'm working full shift again tomorrow. I believe that char lied to me, she just dont want to work with trivia but why she has to lie to me that she going out with boon which might be true. Anyway, maybe she must have her own difficulties. I trust my bosom friends! (:

Had a chat with darl before he goes to sleep. Miss him so much! He couldnt book out on this weekend! But nights out on sunday, just a short while. Sigh. Hopefully the nights out will be a longer time so that i can meet him! (:

Let bygomes be bygones. Nothing i can do to help but i'll try to. (:

I miss you so, darl. ):

2007-09-02T01:50:00.000+08:00

Was working the whole day ystad. Darl came to fetch me back home from work with xiaorey and guoxiong. We took cabby back. Was a tired day as i have to vacuum the floor cause the store is doing some constructions, it was really damn dirty with alot of sands. Knocked off at around 2230. Went to the posb bank at 11 to change my bank book as it couldn't update cause i didnt update my book for years and update my card to master card. Went back home to meet feng and cunjie to my grandma's house cause it's her birthday. Happy Bithday Ah Ma! (: Went to Mac to have lunch with them. After that i went to meet ah liang to Suntec for the IT fair. I bought a Creative Zen V Plus Mp3. Finally! Also bought a Zen Stone for my mommy. Finally i got my own Mp3. (: Met caijun venetia vanessa kenny lionel jason and daniel(yandao) at the IT fair. Jojo is working there too but i didnt see him. Went to have Mac again with ah liang jason and kenny. Stayed at liang's house till tomorrow morning when he is booking in to camp.

My cousins and aunties is going to Kbox tomorrow which i couldnt make it cause i need to go for tuition! Angry. But nevermind. I can go with them again. But i still wanting to go! I asked opinion from ah liang and he answered to tuition. So i supposed i'm going to tuition than kbox. Perhaps i can meet them up after my tuition. (:

Hasn't reply her message cause i was way too tired but she asked me to reply when i'm free to. It's kinda weird feeling to see her in school. We dont even say a hello to each other, though we studied in the same school from 4 years. Maybe time can bring us closer and not that shy. (:

Thanks darl. I really appreciated you for fetching me back home. And how you treat me. Being patience with me when i was choosing Mp3 as i took a long time to choose. I just love the way you are. But i hate you for not planning the day and made me rush here and there. Undecide to where i suppose to go. Sigh. Anyway, thanks. Lovesyou. (:

2007-08-31T00:25:00.000+08:00

Barely can open my eyes. Slept at 3am ystad and woke up at 930. Went to school for Teachers' day celebration and also the video of sec5N'06. Ate at school and had lots of fun. The celebration was like crazy, everyone was shouting like hell but not those graduated. Tan fell down when she was walking up the stairs to the hall! Laughs. Watched the video with ms khalidal , mr pinto, feng, pearlyns, venetia, daniel, boon, janice, gin wee and phoon loong. Chatted and wanted to organise a day for bbq which might held on the 7th of sept at pasir ris park. Daniel will be the organiser, forever is him. Went to bugis with two pearlyns, Cause tan wants to buy her black skinny and a hot pant. Went to shop around. Coincidence, i met her and her friends. We bumped onto each other twice but didnt even say a hello, even in school. Saw a Esprit pant that i like but there's no my size. Sigh. I bought my ring at perlini silver! It's made in Italy. 52bucks. I love it so much! I changed to this ring immediately i bought. (: And wanted to buy a Star necklance. It is so beautiful. I love star! After that we went to Caijun's house for her steanboat birthday celebration. Had lots of enjoyment too! So many ples is there and have to wait for our turn to eat. Steamboat! Hasn't been eating for a long time. Snapped photos and played cards but not mahjong! Sigh. Cause i have to leave early as i need to work and qiu need to go to school tomorrow. Quarrelled with feng. Cause she dont want to go back home whereas qiu and i wanted to go back. She cried and we just left without her. Though it''s sad but it really ridicuous,unexplainable. We took cabby back home. And i blogged.

Darl is not booking out today. Thought of meeting him after the celebration. But it's better cause i have to go back with qiu, cant leave her alone there as feng wouldn't want to leave early. Somehow, i miss him so. Hope that i would want to fetch me tomorrow after work or find me when i was having my luchtime when working. Anyway, i might be going out with him on sat. Wish that i can stay over at his house on friday after work. Hopefully, i can. I was wondering whether he will miss me when he is in the camp. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANUNTY ANNIE! (:

2007-08-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

The Twiny (:

Back from work! Had nuggets meal again, with my fav sweet&sour sauce! Ah liang scolded me for keep eating this cause it's too oily. I want to buy The Body Shop's body scrub and body lotion. I want to buy a small crumple bag too. I've to start saving from now on. Replied her message and chatted on phone with ah liang after work when i reached home. Yes! I'm going back to school for Teachers' Day Celebration and have Bee Hai Mah! I miss the school foods! Ms raj invited me to her hse for her first daughter, ashlyn thanaraj, 1st month's birthday. But i couldnt make at cause i need to work but i try to take off so i can attend.

Everything has settled and done. My mind is thinking of what she said to me and perhaps it might changes the way i think. Her words is indeed matured with understanding. I have to think positive from now on, i wish i could but i must have mentally prepared for the worst too. Clarified has done, innocent is out. A burden has gone, i'm relieved.

Ah liang got an silver for his IPPT! A hundred more. Was happy for him and he indeed a fit man now. Love the way he is right now. Love everything he did to me, he really indeed changed alot because of me. My suffering is worth it, should i think this way. hah. Anyway, it's donkey years ago and i have to put all my love and trust on him right now. Sigh. He is booking out on thursday night but i'm working on friday, full shift. Couldnt go out with him but to meet on sat, it's the day he books in. The time for us just dont meet but the money is important to me. At least we meet, better than nothing. It's kinda season for us to be together as it's really a long time but the sweet lovely time for us is kinda short. I'm starting to used to not meeting when he books out on that day. I miss him so. ):

Cant wait for tomorrow steamboat at caijun's house! and mahjong! (:

2007-08-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

Trapped at home cause of rain. It's raining heavily today and i couldnt get to meet liang early. Went out at around 1530. Met at the station and off to Vivo City for a movie. It's Bourne Ultimate. A nice movie with a little of confuse to me. Had dinner there and took cab back to his house as he needs to book in by 2200. Helped him to flod his army uniform and pack everything. Back home at around 2145. Working tmr! Checked my bank account, and my pay is here! Got to save up the money to buy whatever i want next month, hopefully. But tuition fee and braces has taken up three quarter of it. Replied my message in friendster and go to bed.

Clarified everything. I couldnt imagine that she is such an understanding and matured girl! I was like a little girl's character still and she's younger than me! It's nice to chat with her and talk about the matter. But i have make her brood over it plus her examination has started, making worst for her. Apologise. It's was a misunderstanding and it's my paranoid and sensitive over this matters. Really appreciated what she told me, indeed a true words from you. Thanks so much! (:

A day has gone, and i miss him. Whenever he books out, i only can meet him half a day and e has to book in. Sigh. i couldnt imagine when he go to walabi, australia. Sigh.

darl, i miss you so. ):

2007-08-28T00:19:00.000+08:00

Shrng. Woke up as early as 9. Dragged myself out of the bed. Working the whole day. Thought that ah liang will meet me today, so asked him to bring me a jacket. But in the end, he couldnt make it! Cause he need to go his grandma's house then to his dad's friend's house, and we changed our meeting to tuesday. I was struggling when working. This is the first time the time passed so slowly! Damn! The guy who always walked passed NIKE has approached me, again, to be friend with him but i rejected him. He was like around 28, 10years older than me! Luckily mingwei is there to accompany me to the bus stop. Thanks yea! Reached home safely and chatted on phone with ah liang.

I got so pissed out after what she said to my little spy. I've an negative view of you which make me hate you! Though i would rather to have a friend than an enemy. Clarifying in process! Angry!

YES! I can meet my sweetheart tmr! And thursday, 30th of august, will be the celebration of Teachers' Day! (:

2007-08-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

They Sang The Birthday Song To Us (:

The Process Of Cutting Cake.

I'm Eating The Cherry In Vodka Cherry! ( Look at my background )

The MOS In ZOUK! Ladies Night! (:

Had a crazyness night of birthday celebration at ZOUK! Pearlyn pearlyn char mandy chanel mokkie alex lionel went. And some of mandy's friends. Couldn't stand the Long Island, it's really thick and 'yucks'. Met kenny and xiaorui, took cab back with them. Oh, i think i'm going to addicted to club. It was wonderful ladies night. Had my english oral. I was so agitated as i'm the only one who posted to Holy Innocent High, but i saw johnson's in my team of the oral, relieved. It went smoothly but i was shivering when doing oral cause there's air-conditional in the hall! Cold. Went to meet ah liang after oral. Working the next day, saturday 25th of august. Went to wheelock NIKE to take stocks and took cab to junction8 and work all the way to late night. Couldn't woke up as early as 930. Carry on to sleep till Mr Wong replied my text. Didnt have tuition cause of his badly cough. But i still dragged myself off the bed to meet prem for study. Watched Evan Almighty and 'The Rat Movie' with twiny. Both of the movies are worth watching. It's really a nice movie. Went to amk grandma's house to pray. Though it's around 4months she has left us, i still miss her so much! Tears just dropped whenever i miss her. Sigh. Not meeting ah liang though he booked out today cause i have to work tomorrow. But he will meet me either after or during my work. He will fetch me back home after my work though he might be coming to meet me during my work.

THANKS PEARLYN PEARLYN CHAR ANGELA ALEX for the present! Also, thanks to MANDY CAIJUN VENETIA VANESSA JOJO MOKKIE LIONEL for coming to the celebration! I really appreciated it. Loves you guys! And also everybody who wished me, around 30 ples. THANKS! (:

Thanks to my SWEETHEART, AH LIANG too! Kissy! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! (:

2007-08-21T16:56:00.000+08:00

I was touched by darl. He called me at 2359 and whistled 'Happy Birthday' song to me. And sent me a sweet text to me at 12mn sharp. I got shocked but was touched! I felt that our love is getting sweeter, not because it's my birthday. He changed alot and the way he treat me is much more different than before, entirely totally different! I feel so blissful to have him. The present he might give me is 200bucks if he got the marksman, his shooting score must be 32 out of 40. Goodluck darl! Chatting on phone with him till 130am and we went to sleep together. How i wish he is beside me that moment, and i really do miss him. Though he is in army, the presence of him is always just beside me. Have a big feast with my family at night and this day passes as normal.

Darl called me at around 2145, telling me that he didnt bring his pass and need to have it by tmr. My parent dont allow me to go as his camp area is very quiet. I told him that i couldnt make it so he called back a few mins later telling me that kenny will be driving me over and i believe him. As when i was walking down the stair, darl was holding a cake and it stunned me, and i was TOUCHED! I hug-ed him and gave him a kiss. It was a last min book out for him due to some faulty machine that he couldnt take the test. haiyer. I was really touched by what he does to me on my birthday! Last two years was the same surprise but different story.

Recieved alot of wishes from my big family and friends including my sweetheart too! Yeah! I'm going to zouk on wednesday, which means tomorrow! (: Recieved a big red packet from aunty joanna aunty annie and my ah ma! Thanks!

I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS !

ESPECIALLY MY SWEETHEART(= huggy and kissy *

2007-08-19T13:31:00.000+08:00

His Heineken Her Pussy Foot.

His Seafood Ragout Her Chicken Forest Our Drums and Wings.

The FOUR Flavours CHESSECAKE! ( Blackcurrent Chocolate Coffee FullCheese)

At The Stair when going off.

The Jewel Box At Mount Feber.

The Inner Scenery

Had a movie, 881, with darl at marina square. Thought we couldnt see the firework after the movie cause it would ends around 2100 but it turned out to be the movie ends early than what we thought. Saw the firework together while waiting for cabby to mount feber. He brought me to The Jewel Box, to celebrate my birthday. It's really a romantic place to be at. It's a wine and dine restaurant. There's cable car dine in too, but i chose not to. We went back as late as 12mn. Had a great day with him. I'm really feel blissful to have him. It's worth struggling in the past of what he had done. He indeed changed alot! Thanks darl! Loves you so much! I really enjoy it!

Vexed with my birthday celebration. I'm a poor organiser. Everything seems to be not done. Sigh. Money is the matter too. Hmm...

Kissy and hugs* (:

HAPPY NIRTHDAY NADIANA! (:

2007-08-12T21:29:00.000+08:00

Friday Saturday

Went to meet kenny guoxiong and jason at vivo city with darl. Shop around and had dinner there. He bought a esprit belt for me! Thanks darl. Kissy. Kenny drove guoxiong jason back home to change as they want to go zouk. But in the end, never. Kenny drove me home. Cause i have dental appointment at 1130 the next day. Meeting teo to dental. Went tampines to have lunch with teo and lulu. After that, went to meet my mommy at bishan. Was late for an hour and she kept nagged and scolded me. Sigh. My daddy drove me to compass to meet my darl. Met rence ernest lionel and dickson cause they came to meet darl at his hse viod deck. Drank absolute vodka and had a chat. Invited ernest and lionel. Kenny drove me home again. (=

Went to tuition at 11am. after tuition, 1430, went out with darl, his grandma and parent to paipai. After that, went to orchard to shop and movie at Lido, Rush Hour 3. Went to entertain twiny at wheelock cause she's working. Had dinner at his hse and he books in at 2300. He bought a esprit shirt for me! He thinks it suits me so he bought it. hah.

Tired. i'm working most of the days for next week. I supposed is 2 days off for a week. Monday and tuesday is full shift! I'm gona die. But MONEY is the motivation! hah. Saw alot of things that i wanted to buy but i got to pay for my braces and tuition fee first. My target for paying the braces is 2500 by the starting of my poly. My wish list?

Met char teo lulu mandy but not tan venetia and caijun. But i'm gona see them on my birthday celebration night at zouk or when there's a gathering that i can go. Miss all of them so much!

Loves ah liang! Though we quarrelled ystd and today.
Just for awhile, we are okay! (=

2007-08-06T18:38:00.000+08:00

Back to blog.
Days has pass and my english oral is approaching.
Also my day! (=
Working most of my time and couldn't sleep late.
Went empiring with geri at Public Recreation Club. Just a match empire and i earned 30 bucks. After that went to junction8 to have dinner together. Shopping chatting till we go back home.
Sunday is my grandma passed away for 100 days. Time flies, she has left me for 3months plus. And i do miss her alot! Went to mandai to respect her, also my great grandma. Both of them dotes feng and i alot! They are away, never will they come back anymore!
Went to kbox after that with the yuans, yuanshi yuanxian yuankwan yuanli and yuanfeng but not yuanqiu. Yuanshi's boyfriend, ernest and my boyfriend, weiliang is there too. Had enjoy myself there. Singing and chatting. The sweet thing is he sang to me so many love songs. Shy. Went to have dinner at his hse. Was so happy that khim texted me that i'm not working on monday! hah.
Went to his hse on monday. Studying and do my stuffs. Never go anywhere. I'm working the next day. Shrng. Accompanied him throughout the day!

Happy sweet birthday triplet! (=

Yes yes! I'm going to celebrate my birthday at Zouk where i always wanted to go! hah. Cool. I', so afraid that no one will go as next day they will be schooling or working and some is still underage. But it seems that everyone wants to go. I'm so happy. Touched by tan cause she informed more ples to go when i hasn't ask any one yet except for mandy tan! Ladies Night! Cheers!

He has becoming so nice to me. Giving in everything to me and i feel so blissful! Only when he saw a guy added me in friendster and he got so unhappy with me. Sigh. A sign of jealousy means he do care!

So sweet! (=

2007-07-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

That's how big it is.

Everbody is helping out, starting tmr night. (=

Went to work in the morning as early as 1o. Rushed home to take my books and shower. Was late for english tuition in school, late for half an hour. Took cab to my grandma's hse after that. Yeah! My grandma's god temple festival is starting soon! Preparing everything. hah. But the sad thing that makes me remember is my grandma, daddy's side, used to come every time when the festival started, but not now, never anymore. Sigh. I do miss her! Learn something new is how to upload photo in my blog. I'm just a nerd of com.

Friends is important to me, also my family and boyfriend, that i dont know which is my first priority. To those peoples around would think that i will placemy boyfriend as the first. But sooner or later, it wont be. Should i place friends, work or family first? That's the tough question in my mind. I neglected my friends so much that they might not ask me out often than before. It was my fault, i admit. I love my friends, all of them who i know. Pearlyns char angela mandy daniel caijun venetia mokkie jojo, and lots more. Let nature takes place. Sigh.

I miss my darl. Couldn't meet him when he books out, i supposed. Cause of work. But i will make my time out for you. (=

2007-07-29T15:28:00.000+08:00

He wants to take photo with me! (=

This is how short jasline and i are, how tall is guoxiong is.

The three who took mc together.

Guoxiong and darl.

Kenny's dog, winwin, used to be a skinny but it looks chubby now.

He's drinking water like hamster. hah.

Had been working for this few days plus studying. That's why i couldn't blog. Transferred to J8 and it was much better than paragon as the time passed faster. Maybe cause of char and trivia. hah. Went to visit the raj's daughter, Ashlyn Thanaraj, with coach and geoklan. She has a very beatuiful eye, looks like mr raj. Was 2.9kg and her skin was so smooth. Love it. She' pretty, overall. Geoklan has become my netball partner and umpire partner. Met darl on friday even though he booked out on thurs. Kenny drove us, guoxiong and jason to orchard for shopping and dinner. Met jasline, jason's sis and her friend. The next day, went to kenny's hse to meet darl after english tuition with angela teo janice and khengee at school. Kenny drove us around and had meal together. The feeling of going anywhere by a car is so much different, just like taking a cab. Went to compass point to meet my mommy with darl. Shop and walk around cause my daddy went to turf, again. Saw eliza and jimmy, her boyfriend who is liang's pri sch-mate, and we chatting for quite a long time. Had a nice chat with her.

Let bygones be bygones. I dont wish everything ended up in a situation which we dont behave like before. It was my fault too. Kept rejected the meeting. My apology. A friends is better than having an enemy. I love all my friends!
Perhaps i have to be more understanding than i accustomed to. The life in army is making him so stressful and here i am rubbing salt on him. I ought to be more understand. But i dont understand why i cant. Perhaps i cant adapt the situation where he is in army. The time becomes less, not everytime he will reply when you text him. Everything has changed. Sooner or later, i will. He always want to club drink with his friends which i dislike sometimes cause he will neglect me. This i have to understand too. So worried about him of going australia this oct. To trust him, the only thing i can do.

Anyway, i trust him. (=

Thursday 19 July

2007-07-21T00:08:00.000+08:00

Went to empire ite macperson netball carnival. It's the secondary and ite carnival. Met geoklan and susan. Candy is not free and so she did not empire the match. I was told that the pay is 12 bucks per hour. To my shocked, the pay is 65 bucks for 3 hours. It's much more than i was told. Met darl for dinner. Darl was with kenny so kenny drove to fetch me at my hse and we had dinner together. After that went tha guys went to play bball at pungool cc with barbie qizhi guoxiong and jason. And i realised that guoxiong is way too tall. He is almost a head taller than liang. Wanted to take photo but failed to. Kenny drove me back after that with jason and liang.
Quarrelled with nike khim. Cause she kept on change my schedule. Was pissed off and quitted. But it was the blame of them so they gave in and i work tmr. It's was my attitude too, i admit.

Worked in the afternoon 2. Luckily there's char to accompany me. Went to meet darl after work. Stayed at his hse. Took cab back and sat at varinice coffee shop with darl zz ernest and lionel. Chatted till 0030 and went to darl's hse till the next day for work. My firt priority? hmm..

2007-07-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

Went to dental and i was late again. Raining heavily and went out of hse late. Actually meeting feng at her poly cause she forgetten to bring her wallet but in the end, i never go cause of time. It was quite late after my dental. I got to go back to dental twice a month again. Movement is fast, teeth is getting straighter. Met darl after he booked out. Fetched me at my hse cause he took cab. Accompanied him at his hse and maybe he's going out later again.
I'm so angry and frustrated ystd! The nike in charge, carin, kap-ed my phone! I HATE IT! Cause we were arguing with each other. I promised my coach to be the empire of the ITE tornament but carin insist me to go to work after the tornament, 1830. It's impossible for me to go in a smelly and sticky body. And i will feel so irritated by my sticky and smelly body. They have enough staffs , i doubt cause they didnt ask char to go and she's part of J8 too. I just so angry la. Argh! Fed up. Spoilt my mood. Hope i'm not working on friday. Studied this two days. O's is approaching.. Braces time is getting shorter than what i was told. In less than a year, my teeth is straight. Left the right vampire teeth. Money and studying. Got to work and study hard.

Luckily there's darl to support me (=

Sunday 15July

2007-07-16T18:47:00.000+08:00

Tuition is cancelled cause mr wong is not free. Went out with darl to raffles city. He bought things for me, was so happy. He bought a esprit slipper and tanga for me cause he never buy anything. Went to TCC have oreo cheesecake, oreo frappe, mocha and potato wages with chesse dip. That was so delicious! CHESSECAKE! Thanks darl! I love the gifts and everything! Whenever i'm with you, i got good foods, good gifts from you and i dont have to spend any money. After that, he send me back home and he went to celebrate his uncle's birthday. Accompanied my parent and twiny to have dinner. Bought 7 bitter durians, my favourite! Thanks daddy.
I miss my grandma! So much.. till my tears dropped.

Monday 16July

Went to darl's hse in the afternoon. Was mad at him cause he made me wait for so long. He waited me to go his hse at 1300 but he need to take his things from kenny at compass point, i had to wait for him. Waited for an hour, he still at home. I got so angry and leave the hse to his hse. Bumped him at his hse lift, luckily. If not i got to wait for him again! Watched transformers and had dinner at his hse. Went back home when his daddy drives him to camp. Sigh. He is not booking out this weekend till next week. Gona miss him much! Hugging the pillow he gave me so tight when i sleep. It's a short holiday for me. Starting working soon at J8, maybe this coming sunday. Yet to be confirm. Had a fun day with darl. Fighting.

Kissy you. (=

2007-07-15T13:32:00.000+08:00

Stayed at home the whole afternoon. Met xian at orchard for shopping. Darl wana buy something for me, that's why we didn't go out. It's sat! Pissed off. But i meet him at cineleisure for a short while and he got to go for zhang xueyou's concert with jason. And i went to shop with xian. After that went to ah ma's hse.
Reached home, waiting for darl's call. While waiting, i was watching tv, thinking of how i wish i can be a dancer when i saw those dancers dance. Sigh. Darl called after he bathed and we chatted till midnight 3. Planned our day for tmr. It's been for so long that we chatted on the phone for such a long time. Hah.

Feel being left out by them. Misunderstanding led to arguement. It wasn't my fault to back off last min. She booked it so fast that i couldn't confirm my decision. Sigh. Celebration, Pub, Club, they never call me, never even try to ask me. Friends are the one who is with me when i have problems with my relationship espically her. But now, i feel being left out. Can't imagine they are close to them. Anyway, all are my friends, besties. Means alot to me. I know them, yet no one ask me. My heart totally sinks when i know. Overall, they are still my friends, sisters. Just that we aren't so close as before. I MISS Secondary School Life! The way we are so close, in a way that even though there's arguement, we don't even don't care about each other.

And i got my sweetheart too! (=